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	An Echo in the Dark An aspiring novelist's deepest thoughts. Well, most of the time. Get them while they're hot people!

	May's mysterious vanishment.....
	May's mysterious vanishment.....


.... will continue... most likely...... Jin..... gothic poet..... I pray you guys are alright.... sad ...... st is just coming back over and over again... and wont stop.... -sighs-..... but yeah.... aint ggoing to get into here since most people dont want the "teenage angst" in their lives. I will say this however... I am going to see a new pychiatrist... and there are many many things to tell her that I hadnt told the prior doctor.... yeah..... May's major is changing again.... but to what.... I duhno anymore... I Cant handle st anymore.... I just cant.... -cries-... I've honestly wanted nothing more recently than to end the stress... end the never eneding cycle... the deepening wounds in my heart and mind..... end my life.... but its not going to happen.... Poetry... Delusion safe in your heart safe in your arms safe with the feelings safe with the charms was it all a dream a delusion a hope an unwanted conclusion you held me before when i needed you you told me sweet nothings from a heart i thought was true but time passed and you came to discover the love we once shared changed for another i became vulnerable but does it matter much with all the pain in the world and the likeness of such trembling and holding pain i watched you walk away crumbled deep within pieces scattered as i lay laying broken in the night the safety of love shattered, torn, ripped no mercy from above physical mental emotional scars run deep possibly never to heal the darkness to keep deluded in love in trust in hope my light taken away alone to cope should there be a new beakon a light to bear something to shelter me to show that they actually care pick up the broken pieces of the deluded hurting soul i am ne'er to be fixed so why should i fight at all .... translate how you want.... -sighs-.. I duhno when I 'll be on again.... but hopefully life will be going a bit more smoothly than the hellhole its been. EDIT: please note that half of this poem was written earlier in the year... Marion-san · Mon Sep 05, 2005 @ 06:39am · 5 Comments


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	sad heart Offline bebop_edward · Community Member · Mon Sep 05, 2005 @ 02:05pm


	sad hang in there Offline Horo-Yves_The_Reborn · Community Member · Mon Sep 05, 2005 @ 04:29pm


	Just hold on! You do have those that care about you! heart Trust me there is a light at the end of this tunnel, and another journey that waits for you. But life is change. Also I believe, you won't have to always travel your journey alone exclaim Offline Darion_Lunis · Community Member · Mon Sep 05, 2005 @ 09:07pm


	Eventually, you will get what you deserve. I'm pretty damn sure it'll surpass this suffering. Just hang in there. Many hands are extended to help you up May. Never forget that... Offline griev · Community Member · Mon Sep 05, 2005 @ 09:46pm


	PS: Hey, I wanna know any angst you are willing to let me know. You can rant all you want to me! And I won't mind one bit! Offline Darion_Lunis · Community Member · Tue Sep 06, 2005 @ 03:24pm

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