I'm never gonna be the same
Everybody else is like this
No one can see what is wrong
And tell me I'm the one to blame
But I know that it's not like this
Cause I know deep inside
I can feel all the pain
I keep telling myself
That it's all gonna change
I will vanish somehow
On the day it will rain on my heart
Eveytime that I go out
People wlaking by me will stare stare
Like they haven't seen a person
Children playing on the street
Act like they haven't got a care
Not a shoulder they can lean on
Cause I knew deep inside
I could feel all the pain
I kept telling myself
It was all gonna change
I have vanished somehow
On the day that it rained on my heart
ooohh. they call me the addinator!