I used to please the ones around me. I used try so hard. I used to want to be like her. i guess I still do, sometimes. In my imagation. I hear what I want. but in my realization. It's not what I want at all
I wanted to be perfect. I guess it's out of the question. I want to live without worry. i that was your suggestion. I wanted to show you I could. I used to want to make you proud. I used to want to make you see. I used want you to care. ,but now i don't think I care at all.
What's left of what I have. You take it all. and expect more. What's left of my self estem. You taken it all. And come back for more. hope it makes you happy. hope it satifying.
What a shame i have become. What a disgrace. I couldn't stop it all if i tried. It's alittle too late.
ACrimsonRevo · Tue Jul 01, 2008 @ 08:06am · 0 Comments |