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my truth for you my one and only love |
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listen to it
or this
or this
alone
not a time nor place
dont scream so loud that it has no sound
the sound you make, to help me out is enough
and yet it is too little to know it exists
its not a feeling, its an emotion
a sense that there was to be more than what you give, what you gave
and I am, I am who I could never be while you sleep here
and I am, I am dying because i have given too much of myself, so much that i gave My life, my light, myself
That is my death, my heath.
I no longer obtain it and no soul, no happiness
these dark angels take and seem not to give
the black wings, give them
give them to me and i will wear them proudly
God being my religion, hell being dead
God give me all permission to die here, to die now
in the wishes that i know will never come true
The wishes i love, i want for love
but i dont belong now, now do i?
I dont belong with anyone
nobody but myself, and the
it, the pain i create myself
heal it, then break me over again, take me now
too many hearts that broke me too many times
did it all contribute
contribute to the death i have come to
my only choice of my only option
when you know, you had one to save me
but you leave me in another's arms
and you leave me, you walk to the one you want, but you dont see she wants you to take me
and you forgot me, now i know its true
you forgot me so long ago
i know, i know my unimportance to you
to you, one I worshiped
i take it all back
i want to you what i gave
keep it, and give me your honest opinion so that i can die knowing
i die knowing you never loved me
i was always the point of hatred in you
whenever you held me, it was so you could know that you would one day put me into despair
was it not? were you lying, like i assume,no- because i know
tell me nothing that i know, tell me all i want to know
dont betray me now that im so close to this knife
so close to the heaven i pray for
what i could do to myself, but never did
never did for you
know that this is my truth
my truth for you, my one and only love
my one and only love, when you leave me in a stranger's arms
that stranger is my friend though, so you leave me in the arms of someone who loves me
and thats more than you did, or even attempted
you leave me to your fear, my friend, but my love
you leave me to someone who loves me as if i was him, his life.
he did and does take me in, burns your lies and teaches me to be real again
to leave this ghost behind, to take away the light, and keep the black
he does show me a new way of life, the way i live
you abuse me, abuse my mind, my soul, my heart
the heart i gave to you was torn, trampled, and left behind
and you watch it burn and bleed, you watch me die and writhe
you laugh in that face, and watch me sleep forever, forever trapped in the dream i have of you and how you abuse me, abuse my mind, my soul, my heart
the heart i gave to you was torn, trampled, and left behind
and you watch it burn and bleed, you watch me die and writhe
you laugh in that face, and watch me sleep forever
my death did arrive that day
you killed me that day
he did mourn and leave this planet too, for me
you mourned the day for taking away your target and set for another
do i not matter- no
no i not know- no
know more than you- yes
know of my immortality with him
set me up ad watch your plan fall as i rise with him
rise from the dead, rise with power
and dont bury me with Satan
but bury me with the one you left me with, and we rise together
you bring me down and now i am bigger than in your dreams
i am no longer a sacrifice, your sacrifice
i am his now, his sacrifice
do you take this all, take me now as the mess i have shown you i am
do you accept that i do not lie to this, every word is true
and this is it,
my truth for you, my one and only love
"and if i bleed, i bleed knowing you dont care"
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