OMGOMGOMGOMG UPDATEFWAH!
Urk, Ed has not updated in a while. Life has been...... Blah
Mom is now trying to be over motherly which is annoying seeing as I am more mature than she is.
I cannot graduate this year because I am credit deficient but they won't let me back another year. Chalk another one up to the stupid school system in Vegas.
On top of it, everyone around me is talking about how much they love their boyfriend, knowing how horrible my track record is. I mean come on, the longest relationship I have ever had was 3 months. Oh yeah, that was a keeper. -_-;
Even with my playlist, it's not helping. My friend was talking about songs that she wished her boyfriend would sing to her. >[ I have a longer list than she does.
I mean, the most romantic thing a guy could do is sing to you. Or sing WITH you. I mean, I have always fantasised about a guy singing "And Forever" from Big O or "As Long as You're Mine" from Wicked with me. I mean, that could send me over the top. I've always also had the idea of someone singing, "Tong Hua" AKA Fairytaleor Je N'ai Pas de Mots and recording it on youtube or something then sending the link to me. That would drive me crazy in a good way. But I've noticed the amount of guys who actually like singing are low, and of those, even fewer like anime/musicals. So sad!
On the brighter side, however, I got a new tablet! xDDD!!!
And the song of the month/is haunting my soul {There is three... In no particular order}:
At the very thought of you
A smile surrounds my face
The very thought of you
Commends my heart to race
And I forget the yesterdays
That broke me in two
'cause even they couldn't chase it
The very thought of you.
At just a glance from you
My knees begin to weaken
At a glance from you
I have a rough time speaking
'cause I feel a hundred things
And say just a few
But each one begins with
The very thought of you
And at the thought of you
The loneliness is shattered
And I can see what mattered all along
I'm not to sure about too much
'cause people change too fast
But you're in controland in my soul
the memory will always last.
Because at the very thought of you
The stars applaud above me
And I've dreamed that you
Might someday choose to love me
Could be just another dream
That will never come true
but I won't let go of
The very thought of you
It seems I've been waitin forever
looking for you so long
Love in my life was a gamble
I've been playin my cards all wrong
Now I know there's another
made it here before me
But she's not all you hope for
Maybe you'd soon be free
I tried to show you my open heart
Show you what true love could be
While we talked of a brand new start
She kept you away from me
Now am I never gonna have a chance?
Am I never gonna have a prayer?
Will I never see the moment I've held so tight
Of waking in the night and finding you there?
Will I never get to show you the way I feel
And know that you feel it too....
Am I never gonna get my chance
With you....
Mustn't talk of tomorrow
IT will be here too fast
You'll be holdin another
I'll be holding onto the past
Not too old to be lovesick
Not to young to be sure
I wanna feel this forever
Don't wanna find no cure
And I love everything you are
Everything you've ever been
What's inside that had died I knew
I could bring it to life again.
Now am I never gonna have a chance?
Am I never gonna have a prayer?
Will I never see the moment I've held so tight
Of waking in the night and finding you there?
Will I never get to show you the way I feel
And know that you feel it too....
Am I never gonna get my chance
With you....
I don't know how to make you stay
But I know we understand
What it means that we tremble
At the touch of each other's hand
But am I never gonna have a chance?
Am I never gonna have a prayer?
Will I never see the moment I've held so tight
Of waking in the night and finding you there?
Will I never get to show you the way I feel
And know that you feel it too....
Am I never gonna get my chance
With you....
This one is really sappy.. ;_;
Hello my beautiful
It seems I just can't stay away.
It's been so very long
That I've felt anything this strong.
Hold my heart the way you did an hour ago.
I've said all I can say
And yet I must be sure you know
That I love love love you
I need need need you
I long long long to hold you
In my arms again.
I'm so so sad to ever hut hurt hurt you
I'm more afraid of loosing you
Then anything before.
Yeah..... That's it for nao... ^_^;;;
The L0ve Kitten Community Member 
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