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After the dance C. had asked for a list of reasons why I like him. Well I gave him 2 of the 12 things on the list. With 5 days left of school I thought it might be time to give him the rest. Between my journal before the Zoo Sarcasm entry he had been shying away ninja and didn't talk to me as much. Well I found out why...the hard way. After 2nd hour I gave him the rest of the list and did my best to disapear redface . It didn't work out as I wanted it too. Not only does he read it, but lets his FRIEND NEXT TO HIM READ IT TOO burning_eyes !!! Talk about Embarrasing.... So in Science (third hour) Ash and I were sitting out in the hall working on test corrections, and she tells me arrow

"He has a girlfriend...that's why he has been avoiding you. He didn't want to hurt you. But he still loves you..."
During this I am hitting my head on the glass window behind me stressed thinking, I just made it worse didn't I? How come I couldn't have just kept the f***ing list in my notebook away from prying eyes...
"...I have seen a picture of her and she looks pretty. No offence..."
kill me now. stressed kill me now stressed ...
"Stop that Butterfly! domokun "
"I just made it worse what else am I going to do cry ???"
"Well for starters don't die. Just watch and see how he is at lunch."

Well I took Ash's advice and it went ok. It infact got a little better. He bothers me like he used to and I know for a fact from his best-friend he still loves me. Any gaian reading this wish me luck in this, believe me, I'll need it. Only 4 days left now...I believe it will still get better as time goes on. But I can only pray that it does. User Image

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