I have SO had it with my life!!!! Nothing and I meen NOTHING is going right at all... I'm still jobless after 3 weeks, THREE, of looking for a job. >< I think it's about finle... I'm going into the Air Force. Even my mom broke down yesterday on me and was like... I think that's just you're ment to be right now in my life. She doesn't like it one bit... but >> right now it's really my only chose. I've applied at so many pleaces... the City, another morgage co., and even a Hospitle and NOTHING. crying I'm so sick of feel worthless, and useless. I haven't be this long without a job since my last year of High School and that was only cuz I had to study all the time... -_- there was not time for a job. I just really don't know how much more of this I can handle... I'm at my braking point. I do thank my friends for standing by me though all of this... If it wasn't for you guys I would have snapped long ago. I know my life WILL get better... >> I just hope I don't go crazy before it does neutral .
Nymphadora Tonks Airman · Tue Aug 02, 2005 @ 05:50pm · 2 Comments |