Y oh Y
y is it that all i bring is saddness to the world. y is it that everytime i try to bring love into my life i bring pain, saddness, sorrow, missery, chaos, and more. y is it that it seams like all i bring to this world is trouble. y is it every were i go i feel sad or deppressed. i will tell u y, it is because of who and what i am. y si it i say this, well scence i was 10 or older it seems like my life has changed. wat i mean is that i guess when my real father died it really hit my emotion switch, because i felt bad and because i didnt get to know him like i wanted to and i vdidnt get to tell him i loved him before he passed away. scence that day i have lived my life in hell wouldering were he is. if he is in heaven or hell and if he is alright and if i will ever see him again.
