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Well I was close to suicide today. I was crying so much -_-*sigh*. Well we got to go to the gym today in health so I sat out(as always) none of my friends were there and because it's my lunch bell NO ONE TO TALK TO! My only good mechanical pencil(full of led) was stolen by Brianna(NO I DON'T CARE IF I USE HER NAME ON HERE I HOPE SHE DIES!) she always picks on me because I never fight back! Zetsurules was right there she saw her take it. I went up to Brianna and said "Hey, gimme my pencil back!" and that b***h had the nerve to say"I don't have yo pencil, I picked it up but I put it back!" I had just about lost my patience by then so I said"NO YOU DIDN'T NOW GIVE IT BACK!" the bell rang and she ran out of class. I swear I really wanted to kill her at that point but school was over so I was out of luck. All I could do was go home and drown my sorrows in a cup of pudding and a Dir en Grey CD. I bit myself I was so mad, and I scratched my leg(I didn't want cuts on my arms).