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	Stuff from my emo days Caution: Extreme amounts of teenage angst ahead. I advise you turn back while you can.

	Inside my head
	Inside my head


I'll be there for you through it all... A few minutes inside of my emo-ish head: What is my mom thinking? I don't hide things from her. This isn't a good pile up to what's already got me really emo. I don't know why she thinks I hide things from her. I wish Dc wasn't so busy, maybe then I would get to talk to her more. I wonder what she's been so busy with lately. Probably work... oh well... I may not get to talk to her much, but I know Arwelle does, so I just hope she keeps her happy. That's all I really want, is for her to bed happy... I wish I could cry right now, but mom would bug me with What's wrong's and such. Oh well... Maybe if I'm lucky it will all turn around for me... one day... but, will I still be around then? I won't kill myself, but will something kill me? That's 5 minutes. ...Even if savin' you sends me to heaven Kikio-San · Thu Dec 27, 2007 @ 01:50am · 1 Comments


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	My advice, Little Sea Star, is .. dun worry about things so much... overthinking may be your only real affliction D; take the song 'Float On' by Modest Mouse... what that song is about is true! '...well we'll float on good news is on the way..' and think about the seemingly miniscule things like electricity and grocery stores... if you think about how hard it would be to live in literal darkness with no heating and no music and no tv or anything and not only that, but having to go out and kill/pick your own food which could take LOTS of time... and your clothes... they're pre-made... aren't you lucky? neither you nor your mother had to make them... now... think about how life would be like and be grateful you don't live like that then you'll feel a lot better... you may even try to become like an advocate for something or other, like helping the homeless and starving in the US :] Think about the future and how you will be so AWESOME! and do SO MUCH! and think about how awesome your skills at stuff will be! '...Don't worry! Be happy!...' Don't think about the unhappy things too often, they'll only get you down and you know it and I know it, and anyone who's thought about sad/unhappy things knows it D; st happens... that's life... might as well get over the things we can't control and enjoy what we CAN control! :] find ways to be happy or something you know, back in the day... in like uuhh.. the 1910's or somewhere around there... people didn't have much... but they didn't care about that.... they had problems, they knew everyone did, yet they still did their best to make themselves happy... afterall, what good does thinking about sad and uncontrollable things do for you other than make you sad and unhappy which is what no one wants? Nothing really... I mean, to some extent, it's necessary to look at the crap stuff, so that you can get something done about it...if you can... if you find out you can't shrug it off... think about the kids who have abusive parents who only beat the st out of them and starve them... you should be really be grateful that your mom would be worried about you... that's a good sign... Stop moping and have fun for cryin' out loud ;D! What is there to this life if you can't have fun D; So get yer spirits up and HAVE SOME FUN! mrgreen heart heart Luffles to you, Saffy Offline Saffrons_Curse · Community Member · Thu Dec 27, 2007 @ 02:34am

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