so yeah. Today I talked to Hannah on the phone. And well, we were discussing my issues with "staring" ((I still say I don't stare. . .I gaze. . .longingly)) and well we got on the subject of ninja you know who ((no not lord voldemort)) and so this is how it goes::
Her: So how's it going with "You-know-whoooo?"
Me: How is it always going?
Her: Right. Why won't you just ask him out?
Me: Because I'm a chicken.
Her: But he LIKES you.
Me: Yes. He "likes" me. but. . .you just don't get it do you hannah?
Her: Get what?
Me: EVERYDAY I get even STRONGER feelings toward him!!! and every time he looks at me I can't help but wonder what the hell the dude is thinking. and no one's helping me by pushing me into doing these things!!! can't you see? he does like me as much as I like him. it's not like that!
Her: you don't know that.
Me: Yes I do
Her: wanna know a secret?
Me: sure. . .what?
Her: if I had a snowflake for EVERYTIME I caught him staring at you the way you stare at him. we would NEVER have school.
Me: Oh, is that so?
Her: yes. now stop being sarcastic
Me: fine
Her: You wanna know my diagnosis?
Me: -sigh- go ahead
Her: Your in love.
Me: leave it to me to fall for a guy while playing "Thingamajig" in Social Studies -nervous laughter-
Her: Seriously? That's when you started liking him?
Me: Yeah. Why?
Her: Because that was like FOREVER ago. . .wow. . .you've NEVER had a crush on someone this long
Me: I know
Her: so you really like him don't you?
Me: Let's just say if I had a penny for everytime a thought of him was in my mind I'd be the equivelant of Paris Hilton.
So yeah. I don't really know what to do. . .I suppose I could just walk up to him and tell him about mine and hannah's conversationg but can you say AWKWAAAAAARD?! yeah. well. . .that's it for now
 Andrezei · Mon Oct 22, 2007 @ 01:54am · 2 Comments |
