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KYAAAAA!!!! I was SOOOOOO happy to see him @ Ring Dance!!!!! AND I was working @ school for the LMEA auditions, and he was there ^_^ SO I got to talk to him a bit more ^_^ Haha, I'm so glad ^^ I had so much fun at the dance.
ack, now I have to leave. But I'm going to add more later ^_^
~nepie
Okee, it's now later ^_^ Soooo....the dance ^_^ It was very awkward at first. I was the very first person! The next people didn't come for another 10 minutes! And it was Pertuit and her date. It was another 10 minutes before anyone else showed up. And then the party kinda started xd Since I didn't go with a group of people, I was quite migratory. Mostly with band ppls, though. xd "Shout" was FUN! I've heard that song 50 bazillion times in my life, thanks to the Shout program at SCS. heart Enthusiasm ^_^ Anyway. Footloose was amazing fun. I nearly slipped and fell b/c my shoes were slipping on the floor, and I crashed right into someone who didn't take a step ^^;;; Ooops...later on, I was upset. Very upset. And the Bunny Hop came on, and Lauren was like "come do the bunny hop with us!" So I went. But I was pissed as hell. I hate the ******** bunny hop now. HATE it. I was nearly in tears, I was so upset. The only reason I wasn't was b/c I didn't have the energy to cry. But I have more than enough reason to hate my stupid stupid hands. Oww...I had my hands in too-tight fists. My nails aren't even long, and they left a mark. It hurts. At least they were short, though. Otherwise, I probably would've been bleeding sweatdrop I really wanted to go talk to Kyle as soon as I saw him, but there was the bunny hop, and I was really upset, plus I had no intention of going up to that table. But during the last song, when people were up dancing, I did go talk to him ^_^
And you know, once I started talking to him, I wasn't upset anymore. I forget sometimes. He's so kind. Really. I think what really got to me was just the unfairness. You know, if I had started crying like that, no one would've done a damn thing. It's kinda like "oh, look, she's crying again. better just leave her alone until she calms down." Or, better yet, the verbal "Sara's crying." I hate that. And yet, I get it all the time. Either I get ignored or they're telling the teacher, like I'm doing something I shouldn't! Like last night. I was almost in tears, and all I got was "come do the bunny hop!"
But the good thing is that now I can get in touch with him ^_^ Ah, the wonders of Myspace ^_^ heart And I feel so much better ^_^
Ooooh...but I had forgotten until yesterday afternoon what Erin had said. Stupid. I was thinking about it during the dance. She thinks I should turn and run in the other direction (granted, this is an old suggestion), but I just can't do that. There's just some things she wouldn't understand.
~nepie
xd I finally got to see the QB club info poster! It's on the school site ^_^ I didn't get a good look at it Wendsday. ^_^ The border, incidentally, is also my favorite math thing ^_^ I can get pretty far in my head, just adding them quickly. But I've never really needed to go beyond 144. And anyway, at that point, I slow down too much for it to be any use.
Thank goodness there's no choir club info picture ^^;;;
Ahhhhh.... crying whyyyyyyyy does it hurt so much?! This is not good!
I need to distract myself. Some video game might help...
 nepie · Sat Sep 08, 2007 @ 06:45pm · 0 Comments |
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