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moveing
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why do people have to move
from one place to another
and leave there friends
why cant we just stay in one place forever

i've never had a childhood friend
nor have i seen any of them again
i use to think i wouldnt make any new ones
till the time we moved again

i was nervouse at first
but made alot of friends
friends i could always count on
and come to when i need help

but now its time move again
for mom cant find a job
lifes been hectic since she said the words
were moveing in a couple weeks

weeks have passed and so have days
and its been nothing
but a rollacoaster ride for me
first i'm happy then i'm sad

i tried my best to spend time with everyone
and i did but theres one left
that i wont see again
for the time is up

tommarow mom is comeing back
and so will my future dad
well pack things up for a bit
and stay one last night

then well be on the road
crying as we leave our friends and family
mom says well stop by to visit
but i'm not sure how long

for all of you who know about the move
this is how i really feel inside
what i'm going through
and whats in my mind

i'm happy yet i'm sad
confused yet understand
i think non stop about my friends
and often cry in my sleep

a part of me tells me its ok
that things will all be fine
i'll make friends and see the old ones
and even have a nice house

while the other side tells me to
cry every night cause things are not ok
your leaving your friends
even the one you love

how do you know moms telling the truth
how do you know that your new friends will be true
and what about dad well he be ok
well he feel like i'm still his daughter

i'm torn on the inside yet happy on the outside
theres alot of confused thoughts
swimming through my mind
tears are forceing there way out every night

well this is how i feel
i hope i made it clear
thanks for your support
and understanding how i feel