well... i am now at least 254% more emo than i was when i woke up this morning i posted the skeliton about shitachi and i put a pole in 6 people voted it sux 1 person voted ok and i voted it rox then i had to read all there posts i tryed to be nice but aftr being called a comlete failure by everyone on there i finaly broke and fliped out on them (needless to say they all hate me more now) there were more and more negative posts coming in and i finaly ended up closing the thread
this reality check has realy brought me down to earth and i wanna go back! but with all the bad posts i'm starting to wonder if my frinds were realy being honest with me or were they just lieing to make me feel better? ether way i'm seriously depressed i'm now gonna deleat my novel that i've been working for months on saying as no one will read it and like it there's no point and besides there are only a few big manga kas and the other small ones get shunned but the chances of being a sucssesfull manga ka are about as slim as becoming president i don't want to try for something i can never have
yes i will be in my emo mode when i go to take my finals
 mokuzai · Fri Jun 15, 2007 @ 11:02am · 1 Comments |
