i think someone i know is a lesbian and i had no idea about it. i don't know what ot say or think about it. i'm so confused. i like her but i dono if she likes me or the girls more. i'm so confused right now. i just hope i get an answer soon. man i really like her maybe me and her aren't ment to be. *sighs* i wish that writing this down would cheer me up or make me feel better but its not doin crap for me so i dono what to feel right now. i think my heart is about to break i dono if i can take it what if i die from heart broken i just don't know if this will help or not i just wish i get an answer because she's leading me on and i don't know about what she's doing. i'm so sad and yet i'm not but it makes my heart ache and now i'm lost in the lot of it. maybe my conception on love was all wrong. what if everything that has happened to me was just some big misunderstanding. what if everything in my life was just a totaled wast of my time and the people close to me. i'm so lost and confused. was this the task god has set out in front of me? i need an answer sooner or later i just wish it was soon.
 Tigerjake Takinochi · Wed Oct 13, 2004 @ 03:32am · 0 Comments |
