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she could be busy with homeschooling or busy editing or filming or just busy talking and hanging out with her friends......but i miss talking to her lol its been almost 6 years since i've seen her in person [6th grade] i don't know if its just butterflies or my need to know everything when its happening but i'm like a sitting duck waiting to be shot at.......i'm so vunerable but if i put up that wall i built after she moved awa, then i might not be able to take it back down....................i feel like kagome right now deciding whats best for her and inuyasha...............better yet [and more accurate] i feel like haruhi from ouran high school host club, confused about whether or not to let tamki sempai go or not................. not that i'm planning on breaking up with lauren but i just kinda feel a bit worried even though i know she could just be sleeping or something as simple and innocent as that i still feel a bit sucpicious[even though i know she wouldn't do anything to purposely hurt me] i guess its just my heart yearning for her again...... | |||
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