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Posted: Thu Nov 30, 2006 2:42 am
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I am overcome with guilt for losing my two cats. I realised how horribly I treated them when they deserved the utmost devotion. It hurts me to think they're out there alone, cold, and hungry, and especially miserable. I feel even worse after a snow storm that hit a few days ago. One of my cats is 11 years old and her fur is thinning, how could she have survived? It would be my fault if she died alone in the cold. The other cat I'm not too worried about because she's very friendly and has probably found a temporary home. My older cat is much too shy to live with anybody, though hopefully I'm totally wrong, and I fear that she didn't make it. I haven't hated myself truly in a long while but I am drowning in my guilt and sorrow. All I want for them is happiness and someone who truly loves them and makes them happy, and I have failed them. I hate myself for it, and I don't want to let it go and say that I've learned my lesson, because my lesson involves making two deserving and loving souls suffer, maybe to death. crying I just wish I can make it up to them.
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