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Death is inevitable. Even I have to die someday, And I sincerely hope that it is a glorious death. Im going to die fighting for what I believe in. If you know me, then you know what. If you dont, then talk to me. You'll find out over time. In my time, I know I'll cause death. Probably the death of those fighting for what they believe in, same as me, but with a different stand point. I respect the standpoint of others, even if they are the opposite of me, I still respect it. Respect is a word lost in todays society. Dont argue with me on this, because its true. So is loyalty. Sure, There are people out there who are still loyal, but that number has diminished greatly. People only live to be remembered. And that bugs me. For one simple reason:

Because I dont care if Im remembered. What I do, Will effect the world. Even if my name isnt remembered, my DNA will live on in my children. But thats not my concern. I am going to change this world, whether it be for good, or for evil, I havent decided yet. Hopefully It will be for the good. Some of the most gruesome acts of humanity have had good intentions... Which is what Im afraid of. If my name is remembered, I want it to be like Jesus'. Remembered for good. Not like Hitler, who will be forever remembered as an Evil man. If my name is remembered, It will be through legends, Like King Arthur. What I do will be questioned to the point of people thinking that I never existed at all. That is my goal. My future will be fun.

What part of Canada are you from? I live in B.C, and there are lakes here like the one you describe. My family owns property on a lake in the middle of no where. Its the most peacefull place I know. Untill it gets dark.... But thats another story. Theres no certainty that death will bring peace, or anything. Well, actually death doesnt bring peace. It brings despair. It brings sadness. Death is the one thing that I cant acheive. For if I die, many more will follow. And that is the only thing I am certain of.

Yes, I am the rock, the solid foundation of many of my friends. Most have tried to kill themselves, and I stopped them. If I were gone, they would loose that rock, and follow me in death. Im not a cult leader or anything like that.

Iron Felix, i am from northern NY but our family cabin is in central Ontario, within the boundaries of Algonquin Provincial PArk

Death...eh?
I really don't know. I'd rather myself go peacefully and with a smile on my face, much like the movie Big Fish. But then, real people's lives rarely follow the Hollywood standard. I think though no matter how I die, I'll die knowing that I did what made me happy, and I didn't shrink from any of the challenges that faced me, even when I had the chance to hide under my covers until the monster went away.


And Felix, I agree with you. Loyal people nowadays are few and far in between. Thankfully for me, I have the gift of good judgement in people. Very rarely have I made the wrong choice of someone to confide in.

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