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Posted: Thu Oct 30, 2014 9:14 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 03, 2014 6:56 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 03, 2014 7:37 pm
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✗ Finn ✗ Sucre's Refinements ✗ Is in human form ✗ Link to journal: none currently ✗ Wearing/Driving ✗ Inspiration for newest work: Long Time Coming ✗ Today's deadline: Review email of latest suggestions and criticisms of book draft
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Tyrese kicked his feet through every puddle he walked through, shoulders hunched and head kept down as he shuffled along like a child guilty of something. He would sigh periodically, tiredly, before looking up at the gray chilly sky for several seconds and tucking into himself again. He'd driven the whole town when looking for the toy store hours ago, so he'd had the chance to notice a candy store along the way. Hopefully this was the very same Finn worked at. He did say Sucre's yesterday, didn't he? Well, he would know within a few seconds so there was no backing out now.
Behind the storefront window he saw the brunette sweeping the store, slowing his pace to debate if he would be getting in the way. He felt oddly nervous about all of this. With another sigh, he dodged around the chair keeping the door open and walked inside. He cast the ex-athlete a reserved look before grabbing two bags of sour patch kids and a bag of skittles. One had stroking his lip, he cast Finn an expectant look as he walked to the cash register and dropped his things there with his back remaining turned until the male walked around the counter.
『Estate #: 1504 Lumiere ┋Funds: $467.75』 『Temper┋Stress┋Happiness lvls:✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎』 "My words are useless if they don't deconstruct the limitations that keep the creativity in you from flourishing." -TY Havens Out Of Chamomile: True, I just got busy. xD Who in this guild isn't a stalker?
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Posted: Mon Nov 03, 2014 7:56 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 03, 2014 9:13 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 03, 2014 9:32 pm
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FINN TEAGAN ______________________________
Cold Weather ║ Married ║ Human║ 21 ║ Sucre's Manager
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Finn shook his head at his questioning his looks. "We've been best friends for five years man, I know when stuff's bothering you," he replied, slowly taking the candy at the man's heeding. "Plus, you're giving off a more negative vibe then usual. What happened?" He was doubtful the guy wanted to talk to him, but he would try anyways. While he didn't actually answer his statement about the things he kept secret, he acknowledged them slightly. He wanted to know what was wrong with his best friend first, before he went into the messy details of what he did. The man's well being was his concern, not his semi-apology. No matter how upset either of them got, mostly Ty, Finn would still be worried and ask what was wrong to try and help him. That's the kind of guy Finn was.
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((OOC; ))
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Posted: Mon Nov 03, 2014 10:50 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 03, 2014 11:12 pm
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FINN TEAGAN ______________________________
Cold Weather ║ Married ║ Human║ 21 ║ Sucre's Manager
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Golden eyes watched his every move, not really making his own to ring him up just yet. If he did, he knew Ty would run. When he finally did explain what was bothering him, Finn rubbed his chin in thought, absorbing everything he was told. So he spent most of the day with his daughter and then she got mad at him and said something in the heat of anger. Sounds like their fight yesterday really. Taking a deep breath, he let his hand drop to the counter and exhaled slowly as he looked at him. "Ty, if you know she said it out of anger it shouldn't bother you. People always say things they don't mean out of anger," he said, watching him wipe his eyes. This was obviously something that was truly bothering him. His eyes were still a little red, indicating that he had been crying at some point today.
"You're right. You did hurt a lot of people," he stated harshly, not at all sugar coating his words. "And obviously you hurt your family the most; the people you're supposed to give your life for to protect. But, you're making the effort to change all of that right? You're here to mend those broken bonds and fix the mistakes you made. As long as you don't run away again, everything will get better. Ty, you're daughter, Lillian, they won't hate you forever. Especially Sela. She may be mad at you right now, but she finally has you in her life after all this time. Do you know how happy that makes her?" Slowly his lips curled into a smile. He may not be in the same position as Ty, but he can speak from experience that it would make him a thousand times happier to know who is parents were. To meet them and have them in his life once again. To be able to share things with them, like his marriage, or his first child. He could understand that from Sela's point of view and he had never met her. "I can tell you, even though she may seem mad for all the wrong you did, she's even happier to know that you're in her life and attempting to make everything right. To know that you love her and want to be there for her."
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((OOC; ))
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Posted: Tue Nov 04, 2014 12:21 am
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✗ Finn ✗ Sucre's Refinements ✗ Is in human form ✗ Link to journal: none currently ✗ Wearing/Driving ✗ Inspiration for newest work: Long Time Coming ✗ Today's deadline: Review email of latest suggestions and criticisms of book draft
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Tyrese realized Finn wasnt scanning his purchase to keep him there, feeling slightly annoyed by it. He wasn't going to run away, that was what all of this was supposed to be proving. He groaned inwardly. Guess he hadnt proven it yet. But that was the problem too, as much as it was nice to think things would get better with time, the present made the future bleak. Things didn't always get better. Maybe he would be okay with time, but not necessarily better, not in the sense that he would have a nuclear family consisting of Lillian, Sela and himself in a house with a picket fence. Maybe not in the sense that he would have a wholesome relationship with Sela or Lillian. There was just no guarantee of anything with certaincy.
He left alone the candy bag and stood in place, forcing himself not to fidget more than he already had been. He grumbled. Yes, people said things out of anger but knowing that didn't stop it from hurting. It was more than what she said, seeing her hurt and angry like that kept reiterating the serverity of his screw up. It made the pain burrow that much deeper, and he worried that much more it was something his family wouldn't be able to come back from. He was thinking about whether he was the worse most of options for his family rather than the better. Things could always get worse instead of better. It was a fear for his family's well being and his own. Nevertheless, he still wasn't running away from the future, he was just terrified of it.
He looked at Finn, seeing his smile and laughing halfheartidly in response. That knuckle head. Ty was making an effort and would continue doing so, and Sela and Lillian would be happy regardless of the final outcome. So would he, eventually. For now, he was done talking about it. "Congratulations on being a father, Finn Teagan. So, how does it feel?" He asked, turning to the counter with a relaxed stance. Finn had a lot going on too and the wolf was happy for both him and Bree. He was looking forward to being involved, in what grotesque way that worked out between him and Jacob. Certainly it would be interesting.
『Estate #: 1504 Lumiere ┋Funds: $467.75』 『Temper┋Stress┋Happiness lvls:✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎』 "My words are useless if they don't deconstruct the limitations that keep the creativity in you from flourishing." -TY Havens Out Of Chamomile:
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Posted: Tue Nov 04, 2014 12:39 am
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FINN TEAGAN ______________________________
Cold Weather ║ Married ║ Human║ 21 ║ Sucre's Manager
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And just like that, the conversation had been changed. Even though he wanted to continue talking to Ty about it, he didn't press the issue like he always did. He really needed to understand how to open up more to people other than Lillian. Yeah, he understood that she was special, just like Bree was special to him, but they were best friends. They should be able to talk about anything. Finn rubbed a hand against the back of his neck sheepishly, taking the candy he wanted to purchase and began ringing it up. If he didn't want to stay then he wasn't going to make him any longer. "Honestly? It's nerve racking man. I mean, I work around a bunch of kids and all but I've never been around babies before. I'm scared I'm gonna screw up. I mean, there's only so much you can be taught about raising a kid," he replied, also hoping to show Ty that he wasn't the only one freaking out abut suddenly becoming a parent. Just because their circumstances were different, didn't change the overwhelming fear bubbling in the pit of his stomach. "But, I've got Bree to help me. I mean, I know she always wanted kids even though we never had a serious talk about it so when I mess up, I know she'll be there to help me."
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((OOC; ))
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Posted: Tue Nov 04, 2014 1:23 am
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Posted: Tue Nov 04, 2014 1:33 am
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Posted: Tue Nov 04, 2014 1:56 am
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Posted: Tue Nov 04, 2014 8:38 am
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Posted: Tue Nov 04, 2014 12:20 pm
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✗ Finn ✗ Sucre's Refinements ✗ Is in human form ✗ Link to journal: none currently ✗ Wearing/Driving ✗ Inspiration for newest work: Long Time Coming ✗ Today's deadline: Review email of latest suggestions and criticisms of book draft
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Tyrese was confused by Finn's expression, studying the brunette's face for a few moments. He already figured what in his statement must have bothered him, but Ty wasn't sure what Finn would say about it. He sighed inwardly when Finn voiced the question, folding off the opened part of his skittles bag and putting it away. He nodded, glancing at Finn then looking anywhere else. Ty wanted to fix it, but he didn't know how without causing more damage. He was having some kind of conflict with everyone in his life except Bree right now, that meant everything the wolf knew was shaken up and chaotic. He felt like he had no one today, almost no one, but Bree had enough on her plate she had to worry about that hearing the wolf cry some more.
When asked what he thought he should do, he paused his fidgeting as the answer froze itself at the forefront of his thoughts. He watched Finn lean against the counter, mind going to what Lillian had said. He shrugged and sighed heavily, "Lillian raised Sela so she knows a little better than me. Sela found out she was a wolf today and she wasn't happy about it. Having to keep Sela all at one today took it's toll on both of us, I guess. Still, I already decided to talk to Lillian once I left here about the best way to be doing this, it's confusing since we aren't together. I do what to be there for Sela but if she doesn't want to see me I just don't know whether that means I should stay away." Of course he didn't want to be away from Sela, whether she wanted to see him or not he still wanted to be there. However, things weren't that clean cut.
"Lillian let me stay over last night and we woke up like an actual family today, I started getting my hopes up as if things would settle into that from now on. It felt so natural, but it was only a taste of what should be but isn't. At the end of the day today I'm going to my house and they're staying in theirs, that's the reality of it: nothing really got fixed today and nothing is okay. I want a lot for our family but I'm not fooling myself: I was gone for five years, I don't have a right to ask for anything when it comes to Sela, or my relationship with Lillian, or our family. I can only go by this the way Lillian wants me to until we make it better. So if Lillian thinks Sela needs a few days to let it sink in, then I won't object."
『Estate #: 1504 Lumiere ┋Funds: $467.75』 『Temper┋Stress┋Happiness lvls:✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎』 "My words are useless if they don't deconstruct the limitations that keep the creativity in you from flourishing." -TY Havens Out Of Chamomile:
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