Rain. It wasn’t an odd thing for her to have to deal with. She lived in the forest in a cave away from others. It had been getting colder in the past couple of months and things were a bit more lonely then she would have liked. Just the other morning there was a layer of frost on the ground and she remembered her mother telling her to be mindful when it showed. She didn’t like the snow at all because it was cold and it really stopped her from being to hunt as much as she wanted to. She didn’t like storing food either. So this time of the years wasn’t the best for her.
As the cold rain beat against the ground, her eyes were fixed on something moving around in the forest before her. Her cave was well hidden from the shrubbery close by and the trees towered over it giving enough shade for her during the warm summer months. So she sat there watching with her tail flicking behind her as if she was intrigued to see something out during a heavy rainstorm like this. It wasn’t like it was warm rain either. It was cold, but her cave was warm enough to trap good heat as long as she was in it. However this movement really peeked her interest and she could tell it wasn’t a deer or a fox. Small flickers of white were noticeable and she could see what looked like wings. Maybe they were lost? Maybe they were looking for her?
Looking for her…yeah that didn’t happen. Not in Chosovi’s world. The most anyone ever did was talk with her then vanish from her life without so much as a word. She practically raised her daughter Hex alone and sent her on her way. It was her way of letting her have her own space, but in no way did she consider herself a good mother. She let her daughter do what she wanted and in a lot of ways she saw herself in her daughter which pained her. Pained her because she saw him as well. Him who she refused to so much as speak his name until he came back into her life. It was doubtful. Very doubtful. She had spent too many nights up wondering where he was. If he was happy. If he found the ‘one.’ She pushed these feelings away as they were just nonsense. Yes she was bitter. Extremely bitter. Living alone and abandoned wasn’t the best feeling in the world. She had family that cared about her. Family that knew her. Family that enjoyed her time with them. That was completely different. Different from opening your heart up to a stranger then be left alone like the day they found you.
So this wasn’t someone looking for her. This was another stranger. Another stranger that would leave the moment the storm stopped or a stranger that wouldn’t even notice her.
Her nose twitched and she got up, pushing herself out into the cold rain to see who this was and if they needed help. That part of her was something she couldn’t just forget about. She always helped those that needed it and if they were in trouble she would be there for them. She continued onward keeping her distance just in case the individual wasn’t as friendly as they might be.
“If your lost I can help you..” She said in a gruff tone. She didn’t mean for it to come out so aggressively, but that was how she was. She didn’t even know how to be gentle. It was strange since her parents had the most loving relationship. She simply chose to distance herself from that kind of behavior.
Epine de Rose
Her character was really speaking to me <3 xD It's been awhile so I had to get her state of mind down.
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