~ Maudlin ~ WNB Edition

[Capn Maudlin]

Random Thoughts

1:25am - Five Minutes of Free Writing

I have curly, thick hair. I had it chemically straigtened a couple of years ago. I used to blow it out myself. I loved my hair long and straight. I decided to cut it one day and it was cute. Made me look a little older and I liked that. Then I stopped blow drying my hair because it was increasingly difficult since my natural texture started to grow out. I died it black and it was growing back so it looked pretty hot. Then I cut it again, to above my shoulder, and died it a lighter brown. I cut it because I always kept my hair back anyway. It's growing back again and I really want to cut it again. I was trying to go for a curly bob look but the people I went to didn't really cut it that short. I am going to try a different salon and definitely go for a curly bob. It's colder so I can wear a hat if anything. I think I can totally rock the curly bob look with the right hair product. I really miss my long straight hair but it's a lot of work. It's easier when it is chemically straightened but that's expensive and I don't have the money for it. I also want to dye it black again. Something mysterious and exotic about black hair. However, I usually go for an auburn look and the hair coloring I use usually has natural highlights and I love the way it shimmers in the light.

Thoughts?

1:30am - End
 

[Capn Maudlin]

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5:40pm - I forgot what I wrote previously. It's cold. Gaia seems cool. The internet is a hobby to me. Lot's of things and people to keep one distracted. I am on as often as I am until school starts back up again. I am sure it will be a tad difficult to tear me away from the computer. Hehe. I definitely need to read more. I wish I had more friends who loved to read so they could just inspire me to read. I don't particularly like to sit alone so I wish I had friends who we would hang out together reading as gay as that sounds. I have purchased so many books over the years because I just value books and the knowledge one can gain from reading. Even if it's a big for leisure, a well written book helps one become a better writer and speaker because they are able to express themselves better. And of course, there is no satisfaction in my romantic relationship. I wake up dreaming of a man that I do not have. That I hope I will meet and who will love me so much will never want to let me go. I know there are many people out there who don't believe in that kind of love but I do. It's not perfect but it's still loyal. In the meantime, I know that this won't happen anytime soon. That I may meet someone I am attracted to and makes me feel a tad special but I doubt I will meet 'the one' now or even in this state. I rather meet him when I'm a little older and when I move. The timing will be better, for sure. exclaim 5:45pm