What the hell is wrong with me?

[Toxic Corrupt]

I used to be really tomboyish, gross, and immature. Then, I changed. I got breasts and a butt. I started to wear girly clothes, renouncing my old habits. I got interested in boys, and doing my hair. Now, I'm sad. I wear black clothes, listen to Gorillaz, Death cab for cutie, Panic! at the disco, and bands like that. My skin is pale, I write sad stories, poems, and I don't talk to my friends as much. I'm anti-social; I hate to be around people, and hurting myself doesn't seem like a bad idea. What's going on with me?

 

[brass_monkey360]

You have been such in to a void called Gaiaonline..... (( I need more info for a better diagnosis ))  

[TrustMeImFalling]

It's a stage in life that everyone hits, some more dramatically. You may not realize it, but It's a from of self-expression. You are realizing what's real and what is fake, and you chose a life-style to cope with that.