Hitsukei generated a random number between
1 and 6 ...
6!
Posted: Wed Oct 05, 2016 11:22 pm
X⇒ LOCATION : Forest XXXXXXXXXX⇒ WITH : Alone
As expected, today's battle class was embarrassing. After having dragged his feet off to the campsite where they'd be combing classes once again, Silvano just knew they were going to be doing some battling today. He resented the idea, and when Mr. Reys had assigned everyone a partner, Silvano outright refused to battle against Ava. While it wasn't exactly fair for the girl that was paired up with him, he kinda hoped only he would receive punishment for not choosing to participate. Though, whatever the outcome was, Silvano didn't stick around to find out. He had ducked out of class as quickly as it had been dismissed and had headed off to collect his thoughts. By the time Lunch was over, the esteemed Salamence had finally made up his mind. He would skip his afternoon class in the pursuit of securing himself a replacement Pokemon. One he wouldn't be embarrassed to use.
After much deliberation, Silvano had headed off to the forest. In his mind, it seemed like an appropriate place to search for something strong. Though, he was still very much inexperienced and knew next to nothing about what would be lurking in the forest. Entering the woods through a clearly worn dirt path that seemed to welcome all travelers, Silvano wasted no time scanning his surroundings. Since it was afternoon, it seemed quiet and somewhat barren, with no pokemon hanging around the path. After a few minutes of walking, Silvano thought he spotted a small caterpillar-like pokemon craw into a knot-hole of one of the trees along the path. It had been the only pokemon he had seen thus far, but even then he figured a small pathetic bug pokemon wasn't worth the effort pursue. He needed to find something much stronger and way more intimidating. But was there even such a pokemon hiding in these woods?
After a short while longer of keeping to the paths, Silvano finally resolved to leave the safty of the dirt path leading through the forest. It was clear to him that most pokemon probably knew to keep away from it since it brought in human traffic. If he wanted a strong pokemon, it must have been hiding deep inside the forest. Coming to a stop, Silvano stared vacantly at the ticket lining the dirt path. He knew it wasn't smart to leave the path, let alone do so without the company of anyone with him. After all, the wooden signs at the opening of the forest warning against headed off the paths since it was too easy to get lost. But then again, so long as he had his Zubat -- despite how pathetic it was -- it would no doubt be able to lead him to safety or find the way out by flying high above the tree tops for a better look around. With this thought in mind, Silvano pressed through his hesitation and better judgement and proceeded to head off the trail and through the brush. It was now a lot darker than before since the tree cover was that much thicker above. It hardly mattered. Silvano sore to himself that he wouldn't leave these woods until he came out with a much stronger pokemon. One that would never fail him like the pokemon his sister foolishly entrusted him with.
Using his arm to sheild his face, Silvano pressed further and further into the forest, feeling branches and thorns tug at this clothing and scratch at his exposed skin of his hands and face. He resented the idea of ruining his school uniform, but reasoned it would all be worth it. Sure enough, he soon spotted something on the ground in front of him, huddled next to a tree. 'Finally.' Silvano thought to himself as he pulled out his Pokegear and pointed it at the orange insect-like pokemon. The device wasted no time scanning the frightened pokemon that was shaking like a leaf in front of him, soon giving him a description of the pokemon.
"Paras the Bug Pokemon. It burrows under the ground to gnaw on tree roots. The mushrooms on its back absorb most of the nutrition."
Silvano frowned as tucked the device back into his pocket. "A pokemon that just chews on tree roots isn't worth my time." He told the Pokemon aloud as he headed past the frightened Paras. Seeing its reaction to his presence told him that his evaluation probably wasn't far off the mark. What good was pokemon that was afraid of humans. Besides, Bug pokemon already seemed pretty weak as is. 'How disappointing...', Silvano thought to himself. He was still determined to keep looking around.
It seemed like an hour had passed since Silvano had first encountered that Paras, but it wasn't the only thing he had seen since then. Walking plant-type pokemon, and hanging bag-worms seemed to be the majority of what he saw. None of them seemed impressive at all. It was really starting to leave the young Salamence feeling rather defeated. But even through his exhaustion, he still felt determined. Coming to a steep incline of a rather sizable dirt hill, Silvano decided against his better judgement to scale it. Digging his good shoes into the dirt and grasping onto the trucks of small trees jutting the hillside, Silvano eventually managed to reach the top. Hunching over to catch his breath and rub at his sore hands, he soon spotted something up ahead, seated on the other side of a small creek-bed. Something that stood out as different than the other weak Pokemon he had encountered. Was this the thing he was looking for? It had a black body and menacing looking claws on the end of its arms. This had to be the powerful pokemon he was looking for!
════════════════════════════════════
"私の野望...? XXXXXXX私はすべてのそれらを上回るだろう..."
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
[アントニオ・ シルヴァーノ]
✗ STATUS : Fine ✗ MOOD : Overjoyed/Ashamed ✗ CLUBS : Pokemon Fight Club ✗ HOUSE : Salamence // Dorm Room 100 ✗ ATTIRE :Ordell male uniform (Salamence colours)
✗ WORD COUNT :No Idea;macbook program won't say ✗ OOC : Thus begins the mis-adventures of Silvano.
► Ｐ Ａ Ｒ Ｔ Ｙ
Pokemon: Friendship Points: Held Item: Gender: Male Level: 22 Nature: Adamant Ability: Inner Focus Held Item: None Experience: 125/1000 Move Set:
X⇒ LOCATION : Deep in the forest (lost) XXXXXXXXXX⇒ WITH :Zubat
As Silvano stood there, staring down the back of the small black Pokemon that wasn't yet aware of him, the Salamence carefully removed his PokeGEAR from his pocket and pointed it at the creature. He still had a lot to learn about pokemon and to him it seemed the scanner function of the PokeGEAR was an excellent learning tool. At least, to him when it came to deciding if a Pokemon was worth his time and effort. So when Silvano pointed the device at the two-foot tall creature, and listened carefully to what it had to say, his mind was immediately made up on the spot. He needed this Pokemon.
"Sneasel; the Dark Ice type Pokemon. It feeds on eggs stolen from nests. Its sharply hooked claws rip vulnerable spots on prey."
Once the device had finished speaking, the Dark-Ice-type's head immediately turned to face Silvano, menacingly. It's mouth twisted into a feral snarl. Apparently, it wasn't pleased with having been discovered by a human. "This thing must be powerful." Silvano mused under his breath before returning his PokeGEAR to his pocket. At the same time, the wild Sneasel was already on its feet and had turned to face him fully. With its sharp teeth still bared, it began to sharpen its claws as if it wanted to fight. Of course, Silvano would oblige. "Alright, I'm not letting this opportunity escape me. Zubat, go!" Removing his poison-type's Pokeball from his bag, Silvano wasted no time whipping it to the ground in front of him. In a flash of red light, his Zubat appeared before him, flapping its wings frantically as it began to take in its surroundings. It was idly aware that Silvano wanted him to battle.
Meanwhile, the wild Sneasel let out an agitated screech before giving something that could only be described as a menacing laugh as if taunting his would-be opponent. Zubat seemed to beat its wings harder in response, while letting out a low screech. "Zubat, quit wasting time and use Confuse Ray on it!" Much to Silvano's shock and surprise, his Zubat ignored him, showing no signs of confirmation on his orders. "Didn't you hear me?!" Silvano was quick to question. Apparently, his words only fell on deaf ears. Little did he realize that his Pokemon had fallen for Sneasel taunt.
The bat-like creature's wings soon began to glow with a bright teal light -- it was much different from the Wing Attack it once knew. Silvano could tell instantly that this wasn't preparing to use Confuse Ray, as instructed, but Air Cutter instead. Why Zubat wasn't listening to him now, Silvano didn't have the faintest idea. He figured with the Soothbell still around his Pokemon's neck, it should have been the only thing needed to ensure that the Pokemon would obey him. But even now, he couldn't grasp what was happening.
Once prepared, Zubat then summoned a forced gale of wind towards its opponent, along with crescent-shaped energy blades. Honestly, it looked like quite an impressive looking attack, however, its opponent was much too quick for it. The Sneasel had leaped out of the way and skirted across the ground as glowing blades continued to slam into the dirt mere moments behind it. Once Zubat's air cutter had subsided, the Sneasel took the opportunity to shoot a nasty glare at the bat-pokemon before charging straight at it. Flustered, Silvano's Zubat fluttered around frantically in the air before the Sneasel had managed to close the gap between the two, soon raking its bladed claws across the smaller Pokemon's chest. Zubat let out a harsh screech in pain before attempting fly up higher and out of Sneasel's reach. Landing upon the ground on both feet, the Sneasel wasn't close to being finished with its opponent and wasted no time leaping back up into the air in an attempt to further damage the escaping Zubat. Swinging its bladed claw at the bat-pokemon, it managed to sink the sharp tips into the Pokemon's right wing, successfully latching onto the fleeing Flying-type. With its considerable weight, the Sneasel was able to drag the Zubat down out of the air before throwing it down to the ground with ease. This was bad, Silvano thought to himself as he looked on helplessly. His Zubat already appeared to be in bad shape and yet had caused no damage to its opponent. But what could he do?
Feeling panicked, Silvano watched as the wild Sneasel began to slowly approach his injured pokemon that was fighting to get up off the ground. This was his only Pokemon, and subsequently the only hope he had to getting out of the forest without getting lost. What would happen if Zubat really lost? Silvano felt his stomach churn as this realization began to creep over him. This was bad -- very bad. He definitely bit off more than he could chew in this situation. Just what was he thinking having his only Pokemon battle a strong one? Berating himself for having been so foolish, his attention soon returned to his injured pokemon when he heard it let out another cry. His eyes widened when he spotted the Sneasel now standing over top of it, its foot planted firmly down on the bat's wing, not allowing it to escape as it swung its sharp claws down at the helpless creature. At this point, Silvano knew he had to do something. Quickly looking around his surroundings, Silvano soon spotted a couple of decent sized rocks strewn upon the ground near him. Thinking quickly, he picked up one of them and took aim at the Dark-type that was beating up his pokemon."Cut it out!" He yelled as he threw the rock at the Sneasel with all his might. The rock ended up just narrowly missing the Dark-types head and had earned him a sharp hiss as well as the Sneasel's full attention.
Losing all interest in the weakened Zubat, the Sneasel then charged straight for the boy that had just chucked a rock at it. Silvano instinctively put his arms up in defense, even despite knowing how useless the action was. He just sort of froze in place and hoped for the best. Maybe a Pokemon Ranger from out of nowhere would come to his aide? It was unlikely, but Silvano felt doomed. As the Pokemon raised up a claw to swing at him, Silvano closed his eyes tight. But instead of feeling anything strike him, he instead heard the Sneasel let out an agitated cry. Opening his eyes, Silvano looked on dumbfounded as he realized that Zubat had sunk its fangs into the Sneasel's right shoulder, a desperate attempt to protect its master. Silvano felt a wave of relief as he watched the Sneasel back off while attempting to shake off the bat-pokemon that was lacked onto it. "Zubat... you... save me?" He gasped under his breath as he continued to watch both Pokemon struggle; his Zubat continuing to biting the Sneasel in different places while the other continued to swing its claws at it. It soon began to dawn on Silvnao that he should run. Maybe his Zubat was only trying to buy him time at this point. But could he leave his only Pokemon behind? What else could he do? If he recalled the poisen-type than surly the Sneasel would be after him next and already he knew he couldn't outrun it.
Regrettably, Silvano turned his back on the two pokemon. He knew what he had to do. Heading to the ledge of the steep him, Silvano hesitated a moment before turning back to look at the two fighting pokemon. "Zubat! I promise, I'll return for you!" With that, he braced himself before awkwardly sliding down the steep and muddy hillside. He tripped close to the bottom and felt his knees crash and slide against the base of the hill. Despite tearing open the knees of his good slacks, he knew he was still alright and staggered back to his feet. He then proceeded to run as fast as he could through the thickets, feeling sharp thorns break his skin.Doing his best to retrace his footsteps, Silvano hopped he'd be able to make it back out of the forest. Though he had no idea how he'd retrieve his Pokemon. The forest was large and finding a way back to Zubat when it was safe would be a bit of a long shot. Maybe if he could find help, it would be possible. But who would want to help him? For a moment, he thought of contacting Iris through his PokeGEAR, but knew she was probably still in class. It wouldn't be right to worry her. Chances were, it would take him long enough to try and retrace his way back out, so maybe by then class would be let out. Maybe out of sheer luck there would be other students keen to enter the forest after class and perhaps they'd be willing to help. At this point, Silvano was willing to put aside all past grudges and accept the help of anyone who was willing.
════════════════════════════════════
"私の野望...? XXXXXXX私はすべてのそれらを上回るだろう..."
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
[アントニオ・ シルヴァーノ]
✗ STATUS : Exhausted/slightly injured ✗ MOOD : Scared ✗ CLUBS : Pokemon Fight Club ✗ HOUSE : Salamence // Dorm Room 100 ✗ ATTIRE :Ordell male uniform (Salamence colours)
✗ WORD COUNT :No Idea;macbook program won't say ✗ OOC : The mis-adventures of Silvano; Part II.
► Ｐ Ａ Ｒ Ｔ Ｙ
Pokemon: Friendship Points: Held Item: Gender: Male Level: 22 Nature: Adamant Ability: Inner Focus Held Item: None Experience: 125/1000 Move Set:
► Bite ► Confuse Ray ► Astonish ► Air Cutter
► Ｉ Ｎ Ｖ Ｅ Ｎ Ｔ Ｏ Ｒ Ｙ
► Ｐ Ｏ Ｋ Ｅ Ｂ Ａ Ｌ Ｌ Ｓ :
↦ x1 ↦ x1 ↦
► Ｍ Ｅ Ｄ Ｉ Ｃ Ｉ Ｎ Ｅ :
↦ x0 ↦ ↦
► Ｂ Ｅ Ｒ Ｒ Ｉ Ｅ Ｓ :
↦ x2 ↦ x3 ↦ x1 ↦ x1
► Ｋ Ｅ Ｙ - Ｉ Ｔ Ｅ Ｍ Ｓ :
↦ ↦ ↦
► Ｍ Ｉ Ｓ Ｃ Ｅ Ｌ Ｌ Ａ Ｎ Ｅ Ｏ Ｕ Ｓ :
↦ x1 ↦ x0
↦ x1 ↦ x1 ↦ x0 ↦ Prize Ticket x 13
► TEXTS
Silvano:
...
...
...
...
Posted: Wed Oct 12, 2016 3:15 pm
X⇒ LOCATION : Deep in the forest (lost) XXXXXXXXXX⇒ WITH : Alone
It was clear to him that he was lost. No matter how many times Silvano tried to locate the dirt trail that led trainers out of the forest, he kept ending up at the same spot; at the bottom of that muddy hill he had tried to get far away from. Though, from where he stood, he couldn't see anything happening on top of the hill, nor did hear anything. Before the sounds of his Zubat's cries and that wild Sneasel's growls and claws racking the ground were absolutely prevalent. It only made Silvano wonder if the pokemon battle was over and if it meant Zubat was gravely injured. He still couldn't believe that his Zubat had somehow found its strength when the Sneasel had targeted him instead of the bat-pokemon. It was unbelievable. Silvano had never seen Zubat fight that hard. Thinking on Zubat's efforts to protect him, guilt began to set in. Was it right of him to abandon Zubat in favor of his own safety? What if Zubat wasn't breathing on top of that hill or Sneasel happened to be eating it! That latter thought sent a shiver through the esteemed Salamence student. As much as he hated Zubat, he didn't exactly want to lose the Pokemon forever.
Suddenly, with brand new resolve, Silvano turned back towards the slopping hill behind him and gradually began to make his way back up it, hanging onto the trucks of small trees for support as he climbed. For once, the state of his fine clothes was the furthest thought from his mind, as he focused on reaching the top of the hill just to see what became of his entrusted Pokemon. Anchoring his foot upon one of the tree stumps near the top, Silvano pulled himself over and looked up just in time to see a black mass charging towards him. The Salamence froze as he felt the weight of the creature slam into his chest and the ensuing weightlessness of falling over backwards. The only thought that repeated itself in his mind was the hope that he would somehow be okay after all this was over. Fear and dread was secondary.
Once Silvano felt his back make contact with the ground, he watched helplessly as the world around him trashed and tumbled violently in circles before feeling himself slam into a tree trunk near the bottom of the hill. A splitting pain shot through his arm that had made contact with the tree that broke his fall, but it was quickly forgotten when he registered that his arms where wrapped around something black. Silvano groaned and blinked his eyes a few times before lifting his head to look down at the creature he was clutching to his chest. He felt another jolt of fear when he recognized the wild Sneasel in his unintentional embrace. His breath hitched and he tried not to move as he studied the pokemon in his arms, bewildered. It looked battered and had Zubat's fang marks all over it. Unbeknownst to him, he had subconsciously protected it as he barrel rolled down the hill. Hopefully, this Sneasel wasn't about to tear him to shreds next. Treating the wild pokemon with the gentleness of handling an explosive, Silvano gradually lifted one of his arms off the Pokemon, fearful that it would attack him if he moved too quickly. However, when he tried to lift his other from the Pokemon, the pang of pain made him drop it back down on the Pokemon's back. Silvnao paled as he watched the Sneasel lift its head and open its sharp mean-looking eyes. It was glaring daggers at him and he was once again frozen with fear. "Sneasel!!" The Pokemon hissed at him, lifting its small frame from his chest. Then without warning, the Pokemon threw a swipe at him as it leaped up to get away. Silvano instinctively closed his eyes as he saw the flash of its claws. He guessed it was a clear sign from the pokemon that it didn't trust him still. He felt a sharp stinging in his face as warm blood began to rise up from the twin slash marks on the side of his face. The Salamence student began to feel anger rise up inside of him as he indignantly wiped at the blood with the back of his good wrist. But that anger was just as soon quelled when he reopened his eyes and realized the Sneasel was still there. This time, it only looked even more upset as it began to sharpen its claws with each gradual step towards him. Noticing this, Silvano fought through his pain and forced himself to sit up. He had no idea if the Pokemon would leave him alone, but it still looked like it wanted to hurt him.
After dragged himself off the tree truck he had been lying against, Silvano kept his injured arm clutched to his chest as he crawled along the ground to escape the wild Pokemon. It was useless. The Sneasel just as soon leaped over top of him and landed in front of him, turning around to glare at him so more with a look of smug satisfaction on its face. Silvano grimaced, now realizing the Pokemon wasn't about to let him escape. With no other Pokemon to protect him, he was pretty much doomed. Coming out to this forest and going off the dirt path was the worst idea in his life. Closing his eyes and hanging his head in defeat, Silvano began to wonder if any of the other students would even notice his indefinite disappearance at the school. In his short time at Ordell he had only made a few friends and tons more enemies. Thinking more on it, had he even made any friends at all? Maria, Niara, and Faye were all kids he knew before arriving at the academy. But none of the other ones seemed to resonate well with him, save for Iris. She was probably the only one he could say he actually befriended at Ordell and she wasn't even a fellow Salamence. Maybe she would miss him, or maybe not? She had branched off and made all kind of friends -- she even befriended that horrible Marco somehow. Biting his lip, Silvano was sure his untimely demise would at least make that kid smile. As much as he hated the idea, maybe Marco could look after Iris in his absence. It was so strange that he had been placed in a house that had all kinds of interesting students and yet he couldn't befriend not one of them. Even Skylar who he felt he had the most in common with out of any other student seemed to hate his guts. Groaning to himself, Silvano balled up his fist as he thought about how frivolous his time had been spent at the school. If it wasn't for this Sneasel, his father would have probably ended him once he inevitably found out about his decision to abandon his politic science studies in favor of coming to Ordell to learn about something entirely unrelated. But was this really how all this would end?
Gritting his teeth, Silvano slowly looked up at the Sneasel that was aprouching him. He was done with all the self-pitty, and he was done with this waiting game. He had to do something, he had to know just where life at Ordell would ultimately take him. Using his knee to bring his messenger bag closer to his chest, Silvano reached inside and removed one of the empty Pokeballs the school had given him. This would be his only chance. It was either this Pokemon would be caught, or it would be the end of his journey. Hoping against all odds, Silvano gave the Great Ball he was holding a strong toss towards the Sneasel, hoping it was weak enough to remain in the ball and save himself. The Great ball snapped open and a bright red light darted towards the wild Dark-type before sucking the pokemon inside and closing shut. Silvano narrowed his eyes as he watched the ball wobble veraciously back and fourth upon the ground. He prey and hopped against all odds it would remain shut. Slowly, the wobbles waned and the ball became still and make a sort of 'click' sound. It was done. It was over. That Sneasel was his, but most importantly he was now safe. "Thank Arceus..." Silvano breathed a huge sigh relief before crawling over to the ball and placing it into his bag. He had himself a new pokemon, but the celebration would short. The next thing he knew he had to do was make sure his Zubat was okay.
Fighting and struggling, Silvano somehow was able to make his way back up the muddy hill he had fallen down. He felt a wave of relief run through him when he spotted his Zubat lying on the ground up ahead. It's tiny chest seemed to rise and fall with each of its shallow breaths, but at least that meant he was okay. Removing his Zubat's pokeball from his bag, Silvano recall the Pokemon before looking up at the cover of the darkening skies above. He didn't know how, but his next task would be to escape the forest and get himself to either a pokemon centre of a clinic. He knew he was injured as well, but didn't exactly know to what extent.
════════════════════════════════════
"私の野望...? XXXXXXX私はすべてのそれらを上回るだろう..."
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
[アントニオ・ シルヴァーノ]
✗ STATUS : Injured ✗ MOOD : Scared and despondent ✗ CLUBS : Pokemon Fight Club ✗ HOUSE : Salamence // Dorm Room 100 ✗ ATTIRE :Ordell male uniform (Salamence colours)
✗ WORD COUNT :No Idea;macbook program won't say ✗ OOC : The mis-adventures of Silvano; Part III.
► Ｐ Ａ Ｒ Ｔ Ｙ
Pokemon: Friendship Points: Held Item: Gender: Male Level: 22 Nature: Adamant Ability: Inner Focus Held Item: None Experience: 125/1000 Move Set:
▪Mood: --- II ▫House: Charizard, Room 100 II ▪Where: --- II ▫With Who: Rufflet (Rey) II ▪Profile: X
Ray sighed running a hand through his hair as he wandered away from campus. He wasn't sure how to feel, and there was also the issue that he still had Marcus's partner with him. He wondered if he had gotten his message about having Slakoth with him. He continued to lug the rather heavy pokemon as he made it to the forest. He knew he'd have to go to the library sooner or later, but right now he'd wait until there weren't so many people around. So what better place to come than the forest? Ray was a bit emotionally drained at the moment, and currently his thoughts were of his sister. He was still a bit flustered about the fact he told Marcus everything about what had happened, and he just was still trying to wrap his head around the fact that someone else know about his secret. Even Ray wouldn't admit that it did feel good to get it off his chest, to cry his heart out for once. Ray really didn't deserve Marcus as a friend. Speaking of friends, there was also the issue with Elijah. He still owed the boy an explanation for his own behavior. The poor guy was totally in the dark, and Ray felt the guilt eating away at him.
He was worried, should he tell him or not? It was too soon to say anything, and he still didn't even know how the guy would react as it was. Plus there was also the issue that Ray had no idea if Elijah would even react the same way Marcus did. In truth Ray was horrified on what he'd say. His eyes got a bit sad. He knew that Marcus had explained that it wasn't his fault, and that gave Ray a small sliver of hope that maybe Ray would eventually forgive himself in the future. Right now though, he still had his doubts. A sigh escaped his lips, and he had to stop walking due to the weight Slakoth had. He tried to let the pokemon rest in the shade before Ray collapsed onto the ground tiredly. He flipped onto his back, and placed a hand over his eyes. He was panting heavily, but it did feel a bit nice to relax like this. His sister made him rest like this all the time back home...
He sighed sadly once more, if only she were still here with him. Rey flew in circles, before playfully weaving in and out of trees. Ray watched as he caught his breath. He brushed the sweat off his forehead as he looked up at the sky "I wonder if Rina's happy up there too..." he murmured weakly to himself.
((Out.Of.Cute-Birds: ))
▫Classes: Outdoor, History of the World & Pokemon II ▪Word Count: --- II ▫Total Word Count: ---
○ Ｐ Ｏ Ｋ Ｅ Ｍ Ｏ Ｎ ► Ｐ Ａ Ｒ Ｔ Ｙ
▪Pokemon: Rufflet (Rey) II ▫Gender: ♂ II ▪Nature: Adamant II ▫Level: 5 II ▪Ability: Sheer Force II ▫Experience: 0 ▪Move Set: ► Peck (100% Accuracy) ► Leer (100% Accuracy) ► Fury Attack (80% Accuracy) ► --- II ▫Friendship Level: 90
○ Ｉ Ｎ Ｖ Ｅ Ｎ Ｔ Ｏ Ｒ Ｙ
► Ｐ Ｏ Ｋ Ｅ Ｂ Ａ Ｌ Ｌ Ｓ :
↦ x1 ↦ x1
► Ｍ Ｅ Ｄ Ｉ Ｃ Ｉ Ｎ Ｅ :
↦ x15
► Ｂ Ｅ Ｒ Ｒ Ｉ Ｅ Ｓ :
↦ x2 ↦ x1 ↦ x2 ↦ x2 ↦ x2 ↦ x2
► Ｋ Ｅ Ｙ - Ｉ Ｔ Ｅ Ｍ Ｓ :
↦ : Video/Text/Contest Entry ↦ x x1 Raffle ticket
► ＭＩＳＣＥＬＬＡＮＥＯＵＳ
↦ x1 ↦ x2 ↦ x1 ↦ x1
► ＥＶＯＬＵＴＩＯＮ ＳＴＯＮＥＳ:
↦ x1
► ＴＭＳ & ＨＭＳ
↦
► Ｍ ＥＧＡ ＳＴＯＮＥＳ
↦
ShyWolfHeart
Quote:
Quote:
Posted: Thu Oct 13, 2016 7:09 pm
Ⓔⓛⓘⓙⓐⓗ Ⓐⓑⓝⓔⓨ ︾
Uh...○Forest○Ray-Valiant-Poochyena○Sorry for the wait!
"Thanks Yena this is a lot better than running into everything," Eli thanked his pokemon walking before him with a leash type string around her like a harness. He couldn't take running into anything anymore and Poochyena certainly didn't want the boy to continue to hurt himself. They had made it off campus and while Poochyena was in the lead Eli continually tried to call Marcus on his gear, but there was no answer, however; there was a good chance he was calling the wrong number clicking the wrong buttons,"Dang it that guy. For someone that's really smart he sure like to act dumb and skip!" He hated being mad, and maybe he wasn't, maybe it was just him being blind for half the day that struck him in the nerves, but in truth he never thought once about skipping a class. His parents would strike the fear of a Charizard into him if he ever did. That's one of the main reasons he's never gone and done anything "crazy fun", but he does want to maybe someday. Poochyena sniffed the air and stopped. Eli bent down and asked,"What is it girl? You have a scent?" She barked as a way to confirm his question and then took off. He almost fell over before he could stand and ran after her with the string rushing out of his hand. No matter the impairment his bad eye sight was causing him he could tell that the grey blob running in the green was Poochyena. It started to get into the shaded area of the trees and Eli slid forward and caught Poochyena with both hands,"Gotcha! Oh-" He found what she had caught the scent of. Sitting a little ways away was Ray and- wait was that Valiant in his arms? Eli cradled Poochyena in his arms and walked over waving,"Ray hey...What are you doing out here all by yourself?" The boy had been acting strange the past few days, actually he had been this way since the festival but he didn't want to bug him about it- maybe this could be his chance to talk to his friend.
︽ Poochyena○Sassy○Lv.13○No Held Item Aipom ○Jolly○Lv.5○No Held Item
▪Mood: --- II ▫House: Charizard, Room 100 II ▪Where: --- II ▫With Who: Rufflet (Rey) II ▪Profile: X
Ray continued to laze around, not really keeping tract of what was happening around him. He was deep in thought about his sister and what he should do from here on. Marcus had lectured him, but still was it really ok for him to enjoy life like this? All these thoughts were running around in his head. He groaned, before cuddling closer to Slakoth. Even if this was Marcus's pokemon, it was still a very kind gesture to use the pokemon like a plush doll. Plus it didn't seem like Slakoth hated it, so Ray just went with it.
It was very light, but he thought he heard voices. Not that Ray cared much, so he didn't think much of it at first. However, it was then that the voices seemed to get closer and closer and eventually he even recognized that voice. Startled, he jumped up and snapped his head towards the voice. He sheepishly looked at Elijah, before blinking. Oh, it was his friend. He waved shyly, before looking up at him as he asked about why he was out here all by himself. He pondered the thought "er well... I um... to be honest I just uh... sort of somehow... ended up here? I wasn't really paying attention... that is to uh say I guess I just wanted some... fresh air" he shuttered. He hugged Slakoth closer to him "er... um If I might... uh ask... what um brings you... here?" he asked, a bit curious himself.
Ray felt a bit awkward, after all he had no idea what Elijah was thinking about. They hadn't really gotten to talk much between the two of them, Marcus was always with them after all. There was also the issue that he thought Elijah might be mad or upset with him. After all he had caused the guy a lot of grief, he didn't know if he really had the right to try and get to know him better. For all Ray knew Elijah was only friendly with him because of Marcus, of course Ray hoped that wasn't the case. However, Ray also know he was a worthless person. He was always a mess and could never do things on his own, and for that reason he was also running from Koru. He was afraid, he was just being a coward really. The thought was depressing, but that was his reality right now.
((Out.Of.Cute-Birds: ))
▫Classes: Outdoor, History of the World & Pokemon II ▪Word Count: --- II ▫Total Word Count: ---
○ Ｐ Ｏ Ｋ Ｅ Ｍ Ｏ Ｎ ► Ｐ Ａ Ｒ Ｔ Ｙ
▪Pokemon: Rufflet (Rey) II ▫Gender: ♂ II ▪Nature: Adamant II ▫Level: 5 II ▪Ability: Sheer Force II ▫Experience: 0 ▪Move Set: ► Peck (100% Accuracy) ► Leer (100% Accuracy) ► Fury Attack (80% Accuracy) ► --- II ▫Friendship Level: 90
○ Ｉ Ｎ Ｖ Ｅ Ｎ Ｔ Ｏ Ｒ Ｙ
► Ｐ Ｏ Ｋ Ｅ Ｂ Ａ Ｌ Ｌ Ｓ :
↦ x1 ↦ x1
► Ｍ Ｅ Ｄ Ｉ Ｃ Ｉ Ｎ Ｅ :
↦ x15
► Ｂ Ｅ Ｒ Ｒ Ｉ Ｅ Ｓ :
↦ x2 ↦ x1 ↦ x2 ↦ x2 ↦ x2 ↦ x2
► Ｋ Ｅ Ｙ - Ｉ Ｔ Ｅ Ｍ Ｓ :
↦ : Video/Text/Contest Entry ↦ x x1 Raffle ticket
► ＭＩＳＣＥＬＬＡＮＥＯＵＳ
↦ x1 ↦ x2 ↦ x1 ↦ x1
► ＥＶＯＬＵＴＩＯＮ ＳＴＯＮＥＳ:
↦ x1
► ＴＭＳ & ＨＭＳ
↦
► Ｍ ＥＧＡ ＳＴＯＮＥＳ
↦
ShyWolfHeart
Quote:
Quote:
Posted: Thu Oct 13, 2016 9:07 pm
Ⓔⓛⓘⓙⓐⓗ Ⓐⓑⓝⓔⓨ ︾
Uh...○Forest○Ray-Valiant-Poochyena○Sorry for the wait!
Ray was acting just as surprised to see him as Elijah was, of course that was expected they hadn't had a proper conversation or meeting since the trip. The air began to feel awkward, but Eli didn't want it to linger. He walked and say next to Ray and let Poochyena free from his arms. He explained he was just out to get some fresh air, but they way he said this left Elijah with some doubts,"I see..." Ray inquired why he was there and while Poochyena started sniffing at he sloth pokemon Eli leaned back in the grass,"Tech and Science assignment. We have to scan all the pokemon in the forest and grassland area. Plus I was kinda looking for Marcus he skipped class, I guess Yena here caught Valiant's scent and assumed Marcus was around." He was sounding so non-chalant about it, but he was really concerned about how this was going. It was weird talking to someone again after not really speaking for days. Eli finally sighed and scratched his head,"Look Ray I didn't get a chance to during the trip but I want to say I'm sorry for everything that happened. I stuck my foot so far in my mouth and everyone got mad and that put stress on you I understand why you haven't really talked to me," He looked at Ray with a somewhat serious yet calm expression,"But I stand by some of what I said, but I don't want to lose you as a friend- I don't think anyone does..." He trailed off wanting to leave the small hint at Koru, since that is what he opened his mouth about and not only did he do that but he watched Koru run off crying when Ray had ran off, nothing that day went right at all."Can we talk about it? Even just a little bit I don't want to be in the dark anymore Ray." He wants this guy to remember that they're friends too and whatever trouble was happening Eli didn't want to cause it anymore even by accident, he wanted to know what was going on.
︽ Poochyena○Sassy○Lv.13○No Held Item Aipom ○Jolly○Lv.5○No Held Item
▪Mood: --- II ▫House: Charizard, Room 100 II ▪Where: --- II ▫With Who: Rufflet (Rey) II ▪Profile: X
Ray tried to act normal, but that was hard to do around someone he wasn't sure how to act around. They were friends, at least Ray thought they were. However, how could Elijah feel the same way after everything he's done to the poor guy? How could he even see him as someone worth the trouble? He waited as Elijah spoke up about his assignment, and Ray nodded softly. That made sense, he was here because of class. While Ray was here moping around like the loser he way. He shrank down a bit more, Marcus's words of encouragement fading quickly from his mind. When he mentioned that he was looking for Marcus, Ray felt a twinge of guilt and hurt. Of course Elijah wasn't looking for him, why would he? It was absurd to even think something like that. He wanted to laugh at the irony of it all. The only reason Elijah was here was because of Slakoth's scent. He looked at the ground "ah... sorry I'm not Marcus, I... er um... I meant that I uh... I don't really know where he is either other wise I would... you know... tell you... where he was" he mumbled. Sometimes he wondered if maybe Elijah only really hung out with him because Marcus was his friend. Ray just happened to be with Marcus whenever Elijah was hanging out with them. It did make sense, after all who's actually want to be his friend? Marcus was odd, and Ray still didn't understand why he stood by him after learning about what had happened before school started. Would Elijah feel the same? Ray didn't think so.
Ray was surprised again when he noticed that Elijah had come over to sit beside him, wasn't he looking for Marcus and finishing his assignment? Why was he wasting his time with someone like him? It confused Ray, and he just turned his gaze to the ground. He listened as he stated that he didn't get a chance to apologize. Ray flashed him a confused look, apologize? For what? Why was he apologizing, he's done nothing wrong. Ray was the one who was causing all the problems "Don't! Don't apologize it's not... it's not YOU whose the problem... it's ME" he said quickly. Now he felt super guilty, and he was starting to get emotional again. His heart beat sped up, as he felt the world closing in on him. He hugged Slakoth tighter, trying to hide behind him in a way. He continued to talk about how he stood by some of the things he said, as well as how he didn't want to lose a friend. That really hit Ray hard. Friend. Elijah had just told him he didn't want to lose him. Why were these guys sticking by him? What good was Ray to anyone, all he did was cause problems right? So why?!
He started to feel tears dripping down his cheeks as Elijah finally asked what he had been dreading all day. He asked him to talk about it, even if it was a little. He wanted to know, and he wanted to not be left in the dark anymore. It made sense, after all Ray had drug him around during the festival. He crying softly "I... I'm sorry I didn't... I didn't mean to... didn't mean to... get you involved really I... I just..." he chocked a bit. His lips quivered, and he closed his eyes. He didn't know what to do, he didn't want to tell anyone. He had already mistakenly spilled to Marcus what had happened, it was only right he did the same for Elijah. He looked at the boy with extreme sadness, hopelessness, and fear "ok... ok I... I'll tell you what I can but... I... I'll try" he said, repeating the last bit. He took a shaky breath and tried his best look at the boy with teary eyes "I... I wasn't... I wasn't supposed to be here... it wasn't me who was supposed to come the the academy... someone else was... was supposed to be here not me" he started, his hands clenching into fists. He waited for Elijah to understand what it was that he was saying "did you know that... I had a sister? She was... my twin" he said softly, more tears appearing in his eyes.
He didn't know if he could do this, he was basically becoming an emotional wreck. He shook a bit "two weeks before school started... my sister came here to attend school... she was always so bubbly and happy, she was the one thing that kept me in check... She was the outgoing one, I usually got dragged along to her pace... but I didn't mind, she was my everything" he said. The memory of her smile invaded his mind. He gulped "she was so excited Elijah, basically jumping off the walls... but the then our mother got... got really sick... I... we didn't know if she'd... you know make it... my father told me to wait to call... to call her... but I was scared, I was scared that my sister would never see our mom again... that's.... that's how bad it was so I called her" he said, squeezing his eyes shut tightly.
He was crying harder at this point "I should have listened... I should have just waited! Rina rushed back, but... she never made it... Elijah she got into an accident and she... she..." he let out a strangled cry. He placed his hands over his face "She died, I killed her! It was like one half of me was ripped apart, she was my twin... and It was my fault, no matter how many times people tell me, even Marcus told me it wasn't my fault... I can't... this guilt is eating me alive, to make matters worse I stole her place at school! I mean do you even know why Rufflet is called 'Rey'? He was her partner not mine, but I just stole that too!" he cried out harshly.
((Out.Of.Cute-Birds: ))
▫Classes: Outdoor, History of the World & Pokemon II ▪Word Count: --- II ▫Total Word Count: ---
○ Ｐ Ｏ Ｋ Ｅ Ｍ Ｏ Ｎ ► Ｐ Ａ Ｒ Ｔ Ｙ
▪Pokemon: Rufflet (Rey) II ▫Gender: ♂ II ▪Nature: Adamant II ▫Level: 5 II ▪Ability: Sheer Force II ▫Experience: 0 ▪Move Set: ► Peck (100% Accuracy) ► Leer (100% Accuracy) ► Fury Attack (80% Accuracy) ► --- II ▫Friendship Level: 90
○ Ｉ Ｎ Ｖ Ｅ Ｎ Ｔ Ｏ Ｒ Ｙ
► Ｐ Ｏ Ｋ Ｅ Ｂ Ａ Ｌ Ｌ Ｓ :
↦ x1 ↦ x1
► Ｍ Ｅ Ｄ Ｉ Ｃ Ｉ Ｎ Ｅ :
↦ x15
► Ｂ Ｅ Ｒ Ｒ Ｉ Ｅ Ｓ :
↦ x2 ↦ x1 ↦ x2 ↦ x2 ↦ x2 ↦ x2
► Ｋ Ｅ Ｙ - Ｉ Ｔ Ｅ Ｍ Ｓ :
↦ : Video/Text/Contest Entry ↦ x x1 Raffle ticket
► ＭＩＳＣＥＬＬＡＮＥＯＵＳ
↦ x1 ↦ x2 ↦ x1 ↦ x1
► ＥＶＯＬＵＴＩＯＮ ＳＴＯＮＥＳ:
↦ x1
► ＴＭＳ & ＨＭＳ
↦
► Ｍ ＥＧＡ ＳＴＯＮＥＳ
↦
ShyWolfHeart
Quote:
Quote:
Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2016 1:04 pm
Ⓔⓛⓘⓙⓐⓗ Ⓐⓑⓝⓔⓨ ︾
Uh...○Forest○Ray-Valiant-Poochyena○I seriously cannot stop crying spazz oh my god crying
The conversation was on uneven ends, it was like Ray couldn't find words every time he tried to speak. He didn't know where Marcus was, but they were past that now. Marcus seemed to be the in-between when it came to Ray talking about things, but Eli was done sticking to the wall he wanted to be there for Ray as much as anyone. Ray quickly said it wasn't his fault, but his reply was surprising from his previous tone of voice. Why would he suddenly say that? It worried and confused him. He raised himself up in a more alert position, what was going on?"Ray what are you talking about?" Ray started to go on about how he didn’t mean to involve them. This behavior prompted Eli to get a little closer to the boy and put his hand on his shoulder, but Ray was beginning to cry and shiver. There was no way Eli could have prepared for what he heard the boy utter- he said he wasn’t supposed to be there and that he had a twin sister,"A sister..." He felt unnerved by the fact he used was in describing her. Ray began to talk about her, about how she was an amazing person and he could tell how much Ray cared for her, but the story took a turn. His explained that his mom was sick, really sick, and he called Rina back to see her. Eli was speechless for the rest. Ray was completely balling now, and though Ray couldn’t see Elijah had begun to cry as well. He was trying to hold it in since he felt he needed to be the strong one right now and comfort Ray, but this…this wasn’t the time to play tough at all. He wrapped his arm around Ray and brought him towards him into a hug, placing his free hand on the top of Ray’s head. He could only momentarily halt his tears before the randomly rained down again as he told Ray,"Don’t you dare say any of this is your fault- what would she say to you acting like this? You loved her so much and just hearing you worried brought her running so it’s obvious she loved you will all of her heart too, if she saw you like this she might smack you on the head thinking you were crazy…" he trailed off and felt the back of his head and muttered,”Well…that’s what my brother used to do to me anyway…" He held Ray up and tried to get the boy to look at him. Eli tried to smile but in this time it was hard to,"You didn’t steal Rey, do you know what might’ve happened to him if you hadn’t taken him as your own? Your parents might’ve released him back to the wild, he would alone and scared, not having a trainer anymore he would feel abandoned and sad, but you gave him a home at your side to save him from that. You didn’t steal him you saved him. I don’t mean to take it away from you but I know what it feels like to lose someone like this, they left you behind, you wonder what you could’ve done for them, the guilt screams at you every day telling you that you failed and there’s nothing you could do now. That’s how it was when…I lost Sasha. He went off on a mission and never came back…" He started to tear up and cry again but kept his face as composed as possible,"I begged him to take me to see the reserve outside the city but he had to choose between going on a mission with his partner or going with me. He was going to pick me- but I told him to go on the mission. Sometimes I still wonder if I had forced him to go with me instead maybe he would still be here…but I know my brother and I know even if he had there would be other missions. Life as a ranger is dangerous but I never thought that someone like Sasha would…"He looked down and Poochyena was trying to cuddle with them like Valiant was. He petted her and continued, ,"Poochyena was a gift from him…though I didn’t find her til after we got the news. His note made me cry like I was a baby, he told me she would be my partner and wished me luck…I cried so much and didn’t leave my room, heck I couldn’t look at Poochyena, but his note was a message not to give up." He then reached for his bag and pulled out a folded piece of paper, ,"He wants me to follow my dreams, even if he isn’t here I know he’s watching and waiting for them to happen.” The note was crumbled but Sasha’s signature was evident in bright red ink, ,"Rina wouldn’t want you like this either. You’re such an awesome person when you let yourself be. This isn’t something easy to get over I know, but I want to help you take those steps to start."
︽ Poochyena○Sassy○Lv.13○No Held Item Aipom ○Jolly○Lv.5○No Held Item
▪Mood: --- II ▫House: Charizard, Room 100 II ▪Where: --- II ▫With Who: Rufflet (Rey) II ▪Profile: X
Ray could faintly hear Elijah crying along with him, and Ray felt bad about that. He hadn't meant to make him cry, but then again what was Elijah supposed to do when hearing about someone dying? Ray felt Elijah wrap his arm around his shoulder as he brought him in for a hug. Something that Marcus had similarly done when Ray had told him about Rina too. Ray cried a bit harder as Elijah then placed his hand on his head gently, it was actually pretty comforting. Elijah then went on to say that he better not say it was his fault, and then went on to ask what Rina would say. Right, he had this conversation with Marcus so he already knew that answer. Still it was hard to simply get rid of this emotion that's been buried in his heart for so long. Elijah then proceeded on about how much Ray loved her, and that it was clear that she too loved him just as much. He told Ray that she came back because she was worried about him, and that if she saw him right now she'd probably smack him. He pictured that, and it was true... she'd probably hit him pretty hard and lecture him about being a moron sometimes. Not that he's argue, he's hear her lecture him any day if that meant she would still be here alive.
Ray was surprised to hear Elijah then mention that was what his brother would do, and it sort of caught Ray off guard. Ray looked at him through his tears as Elijah brought his attention towards him again. Elijah continued on explaining to him that he didn't steal Rey, and that the poor bird type pokemon probably would have been released. Ray shuddered at the thought, no he'd never allow that to happen! Elijah continued on saying that the fact that Rey was with him now, meant that Rey wouldn't feel abandoned and that in a way Ray had saved the pokemon. It was weird to see it like that, Ray had thought he was a thief after all. It wasn't easy to get rid of that train of thought, but what Elijah was saying was certainly true to a certain degree.
Just when Ray didn't think he'd be that shocked anymore, Elijah went onto state that he knew what it was like to lose someone. He explained that it feels like they left you behind and you wonder to yourself what you could have done to stop their death from happening. He also mentioned how the guilt screams at you everyday telling you that you failed. Yes, yes that was exactly what he was feeling right now. Ray remained silent, only crying more as Elijah told his own story about how he lost his brother. Ray didn't know what to say, what happened to him and his brother was terrible. Ray knew how hard it was to tell someone your darkest secret, to tell someone else about your pain. For Elijah to tell him something like this, Ray saw Elijah in a whole knew light. Elijah was strong, very much so. And Ray? Well all he did was whine and cry in self pity. It made him pale at the thought. Ray was weak compared to Elijah.
Elijah finished off saying that Rina wouldn't want him to be like this either, that he was such an awesome person when Ray let himself be. Ray looked at him, brows crunched together. He was someone who was awesome? How was that even possible? Ray couldn't believe something like that, it was just too impossible for him. He looked at the ground, as Elijah stated that it isn't something that's easy to get over, and that Elijah wanted to be there to help him through it. Seriously what did he ever do to deserve friends like Marcus and Elijah? He really didn't deserve them. Ray bit his lip, drawing a bit of blood "I'm not awesome, I'm just some pathetic guy that... that can't even... can't do anything right... I mean Koru... I'm so ashamed of myself that I can't even get myself to talk to her... did you know she saw me crying once? I totally broke down, and she was crying too... she... she doesn't know about Rina but... but every time I see Koru smile it's just like her smile... just like Rina's" he explained.
He ran a hand through his hair, still crying "I just... I can't lose someone again... I can't... If I lose someone again I don't think I can recover... if there's a chance to lose someone again... I'd rather not have anyone to lose in the first place... is what I thought... so I avoided Koru but... but no matter what I did Marcus... and you too Elijah, you guys just kept coming back" he said weakly. He laughed pathetically "I tried so hard to stop talking to people... I tried so hard... I never wanted anyone to know, I... I just wanted to... I just... I don't even know what I want anymore" he said, wrapping his arms around his legs. He closed his eyes "I didn't mean to get so many people dragged into my problems and... and I'm sorry, I just... I'm too scared to face anyone. I don't have the courage to try and let someone in. It hurts too much, but... but even then I secretly held onto the hope that... that maybe I could have friends" he mumbled. At this point Ray was just rambling, but then he looked at Elijah through teary eyes "how, how did you... how did you move on? I can't... I can't see a way out of this deep pit of guilt I've dug myself into" he said, pain in his eyes.
((Out.Of.Cute-Birds: I'm so sorry, the only thing I'm good at is making people cry because of all the feeeels emotion_facepalm))
▫Classes: Outdoor, History of the World & Pokemon II ▪Word Count: --- II ▫Total Word Count: ---
○ Ｐ Ｏ Ｋ Ｅ Ｍ Ｏ Ｎ ► Ｐ Ａ Ｒ Ｔ Ｙ
▪Pokemon: Rufflet (Rey) II ▫Gender: ♂ II ▪Nature: Adamant II ▫Level: 5 II ▪Ability: Sheer Force II ▫Experience: 0 ▪Move Set: ► Peck (100% Accuracy) ► Leer (100% Accuracy) ► Fury Attack (80% Accuracy) ► --- II ▫Friendship Level: 90
○ Ｉ Ｎ Ｖ Ｅ Ｎ Ｔ Ｏ Ｒ Ｙ
► Ｐ Ｏ Ｋ Ｅ Ｂ Ａ Ｌ Ｌ Ｓ :
↦ x1 ↦ x1
► Ｍ Ｅ Ｄ Ｉ Ｃ Ｉ Ｎ Ｅ :
↦ x15
► Ｂ Ｅ Ｒ Ｒ Ｉ Ｅ Ｓ :
↦ x2 ↦ x1 ↦ x2 ↦ x2 ↦ x2 ↦ x2
► Ｋ Ｅ Ｙ - Ｉ Ｔ Ｅ Ｍ Ｓ :
↦ : Video/Text/Contest Entry ↦ x x1 Raffle ticket
► ＭＩＳＣＥＬＬＡＮＥＯＵＳ
↦ x1 ↦ x2 ↦ x1 ↦ x1
► ＥＶＯＬＵＴＩＯＮ ＳＴＯＮＥＳ:
↦ x1
► ＴＭＳ & ＨＭＳ
↦
► Ｍ ＥＧＡ ＳＴＯＮＥＳ
↦
ShyWolfHeart
Quote:
Quote:
Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2016 9:27 pm
Ⓔⓛⓘⓙⓐⓗ Ⓐⓑⓝⓔⓨ ︾
Uh...○Forest○Ray-Valiant-Poochyena○You are seriously so good at this Panda I mean seriously I'm still crying re-reading...
After Eli rambled about his brother he could clearly see the surprise on Ray's face. He hadn't told anyone about Sasha, really no one here knew he had a brother, maybe that bad that no one knew- it was like he was trying to hide him. Though his words seemed to reach Ray, but the boy still felt confused and continued to wipe away tears. Eli wiped away his own on his jacket sleeve while he listened to Ray, it wasn't anything good he would stop berating himself,"You're not pathetic your grieving there's a difference it's not easy to bounce back from." He went on to finally talk about the whole thing with Koru. It seemed that she found him crying and it made her cry. It finally clicked when Ray said that seeing Koru smile was like seeing Rina smile. Eli couldn't help but think that the comparison was really sweet but sad at the same time,"So that's why you've been avoiding her." Everything that had happened in the past few weeks was all lining up now. It wasn't the best way to figure things out but now that he knew what was going on he knew it was time Ray start to remedy these problems, though it wouldn't be easy. The boy went on about losing people and he thought it'd be better if he didn't have anyone to begin with so he wouldn't feel this way, but he was also hoping to have friends and people around him. Eli rested his arm around him again and smiled, no more tears ran down his face but his eyes were really red,"There's nothing wrong with that. People meet, make friends, fall in love, and though it may seem useless to some people it's really important to others, like Koru for instance. You said she cried seeing you cry right? Well I can tell you for certain she's worried about you and cares about you a lot- she's really upfront about her feelings..." he recalled her confronting him in the hallway during the trip. She might be full of energy but she does care about Ray as much as Marcus and he do,"Losing someone is really tough, but you said it yourself you want friends, and I for one know that me, Marcus, Koru, anyone that considers you a friend- we aren't going anywhere Ray. No matter how much you berate yourself you're not going to shake us off that easily our feelings aren't going to change. Friends will have fun, but get mad at each other but make up I think that's the fun of having people in your life in the first place."
Ray then asked Eli how he managed to move on, to get over the guilt. Eli found that to be a tough question to answer but gave the best answer he could muster at the moment,"You know I don't really think I have...This is actually the first time I've mentioned Sasha to anyone here. I don't mind whether or not you say anything, but I think I may be ignoring the feeling? That might actually make a me a pretty cold person huh? My mom and dad still aren't over it they're hard to talk to sometimes, but I don't want these feelings to stop me. I'm not strong I just...I don't want his last words to me to go to waste ya know? I don't like to cry in front of people so if I get the urge I'll go in the bathroom or back to my room and just belt it out. It's hard with Poochyena too. She was bred from my brother's Mightyena, I even call her by her nickname, Yena sometimes I hate that I might be confusing her." He looked up at the sky between the trees then back down to Ray,"People grieve in different ways Ray there's no easy fix to get over those feelings and move on, I'm not sure when I fully will,"His words weren't sounding that helpful at all now but he didn't want to lie about how he felt.
︽ Poochyena○Sassy○Lv.13○No Held Item Aipom ○Jolly○Lv.5○No Held Item
▪Mood: --- II ▫House: Charizard, Room 100 II ▪Where: --- II ▫With Who: Rufflet (Rey) II ▪Profile: X
Ray looked over at Elijah as he stated that he was not pathetic, and that he was simply in a state of grief. He went onto to say that there was a difference between the two, and that in no way was something like this easy to come back from. Once Ray finished up talking about Koru, he sheepishly nodded as Elijah finally connected the dots. He had been avoiding Koru for a selfish stupid reason, that much he already knew. He felt Elijah's arm around his shoulders again as he stated that there was nothing wrong with wanting to have friends, that meeting people and even falling in love was ok. The bit about falling in love took him by surprise, and his cheeks turned a bit of a rosy color. He never really thought someone like him would really find someone to have feelings like that for. He shook his head, before listening again to how he spoke about how friendship was important to some, like Koru, but there were also people who found it unimportant as well. It was a bit weird to think about stuff like that though.
Ray payed a bit more attention as he talked about how Koru cried for him, and that Elijah could tell that she was worried about him and that she cared about him quite a bit. It was hard to wrap his head around the idea, and it was true that she was upfront with her feelings. It was just that he thought Koru would dislike or even hate him for what he was doing. He even made her cry! He sniffled a little bit, rubbing his eyes to get the tears out of his eyes. Talking about loss was scary and hard, but it was something Ray had to hear. Elijah went on talking about how it was hard, and that Marcus and his feelings weren't going to change. They considered him their friend, and they weren't going anywhere no matter what happens. He then spoke about how friends would be fun, and that they may get mad at one another, but eventually they'll always make up in the end. Plus it was fun to have people in your life.
Ray thought about all of this, and apart of him knew he was right. When Elijah went on to speak about how he moved on, it surprised Ray to hear that Elijah actually probably hadn't moved on from it. That this was the first time he even mentioned his brother to someone else. In a way, it was very special for Ray because this meant that Elijah really did trust him. If nothing else it was like a confirmation that Elijah really was his friend. When Elijah spoke about how he may have been ignoring the feeling, and that it might actually make him a cold person. Ray shook his head, placing his hand over the other boys "It doesn't! It doesn't... make you a cold person, not at all" he said. After all Elijah was trying to move on with his life for his brother, ignoring these negative feelings was a way to help him do just that. Whether or not Ray could do the same, he didn't know.
Ray knew what it felt like, to not want to cry in front of others. He knew what it was like to cry alone, and grieve alone. Ray gave him a soft look "you can... you can always cry in front of me... uh... I... mean... I don't mind" he stuttered a bit flustered. Ray looked upwards at the sky as well "yeah... to be honest... I... I don't think I'll ever move on either, Rina was my twin so... it was like... she was a big part of me... it... it still hurts, and I don't think i'll ever recover the chunk of myself that died with her.... but um... maybe... I could... well... I... could... help mend that hole.... with time..." he said softly, hugging his knees. He wasn't promising he's move on, in fact Ray was positive that he'd rebound eventually... he always did. Change wasn't easy, but maybe with some help he could get out of this depressing hole he dug himself into.
He fiddled with his fingers "um... you... you said you had homework? Do... did you um.... you know... want me to... um help?" he asked sheepishly. Ray tried to change the topic, besides he did feel a bit better after talking about Rina's death a second time. There was also the issue that he made Elijah recall something painful. It wasn't that Ray had wanted to do that, but he did feel bad. Ray had made Elijah remember painful memories, so he wanted to try and help Elijah move onto a different topic. After all, it was the least he could do as his friend right? ((Out.Of.Cute-Birds: ))
▫Classes: Outdoor, History of the World & Pokemon II ▪Word Count: --- II ▫Total Word Count: ---
○ Ｐ Ｏ Ｋ Ｅ Ｍ Ｏ Ｎ ► Ｐ Ａ Ｒ Ｔ Ｙ
▪Pokemon: Rufflet (Rey) II ▫Gender: ♂ II ▪Nature: Adamant II ▫Level: 5 II ▪Ability: Sheer Force II ▫Experience: 0 ▪Move Set: ► Peck (100% Accuracy) ► Leer (100% Accuracy) ► Fury Attack (80% Accuracy) ► --- II ▫Friendship Level: 90
○ Ｉ Ｎ Ｖ Ｅ Ｎ Ｔ Ｏ Ｒ Ｙ
► Ｐ Ｏ Ｋ Ｅ Ｂ Ａ Ｌ Ｌ Ｓ :
↦ x1 ↦ x1
► Ｍ Ｅ Ｄ Ｉ Ｃ Ｉ Ｎ Ｅ :
↦ x15
► Ｂ Ｅ Ｒ Ｒ Ｉ Ｅ Ｓ :
↦ x2 ↦ x1 ↦ x2 ↦ x2 ↦ x2 ↦ x2
► Ｋ Ｅ Ｙ - Ｉ Ｔ Ｅ Ｍ Ｓ :
↦ : Video/Text/Contest Entry ↦ x x1 Raffle ticket
► ＭＩＳＣＥＬＬＡＮＥＯＵＳ
↦ x1 ↦ x2 ↦ x1 ↦ x1
► ＥＶＯＬＵＴＩＯＮ ＳＴＯＮＥＳ:
↦ x1
► ＴＭＳ & ＨＭＳ
↦
► Ｍ ＥＧＡ ＳＴＯＮＥＳ
↦
ShyWolfHeart
Quote:
Quote:
Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2016 11:40 am
Blue: #273BE2 Black: #40404F Gold: #D4AF37 Star Yellow: #FFE303 Black: black
But look at all the stars! We've come so far. Even if we don't know where we are, It's gotta be somewhere great! Or am I just too tired to wink?
Nirav Goto Charizard House ___________________
☆═━┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈━═☆
"Hey, wait!" Nirav called out to the two pokemon as they ran through the woods. Where in the world were they going? It felt like they were going in circles sometimes! Despite Raja's small legs, he was able to keep pace with the speeding Drifloon rather well, stopping to make sure Nirav wouldn't lose them. Did the Drifloon not want to be caught? The boy was incredibly confused. "Where are you going?" no answer either time. Nirav tried his best to run through the brush, but the forest wasn't a nice place. Twigs and branches snagged on his clothing, including the jacket and his turban. While the jacket was sturdy enough to not take much damage from the branches, the end of his turban was becoming tattered again. It was an easy fix, but he had enough to do as it was. The jacket was still covered in decaying leaves and little twigs.
As they reached a steep incline, the Drifloon floated up, calling out to the two at the bottom. "Floon! Floon! Drifloon!"(Hey! Up here! I think I found that kid!) Raja struggled to climb up the steeper incline, so Nirav picked him up and cautiously made his way up. At first, he slipped down, tearing the knee of his uniform open and scraping his knee on the rougher rock. The boy tried again, picking Raja up in one arm and being even more careful. With some luck, he managed to not make the same mistake again. "Drifloon, why in the world are we here!?" The balloon floated a little further over, and Nirav realized there was another student in the woods. He recognized him from battle class and from soccer, but didn't know his name. Either way, he looked like a mess. Raja jumped out of Nirav's arms, though stuck close to him as the boy slowly moved towards the kid. "Whoa..." Nirav was at a total loss for words. "You're... You're, uh, from my battle class, right? What... When... How long have you been out here!?" The boy had so many questions. Why was he doing? Where was his pokemon? He must be hungry or thirsty or something!
☆═━┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈━═☆
Inventory Location: Deep in the Forest// Human Company: The guy from battle class (Silvano) // Pokemon Company: Raja and Drifloon Outfit: School Uniform, + weird jacket // Mood: Worried, Nervous OoC: won't be able to post again til saturday, just an fyi
But I can't wait For more of this to come my way. 'Cause you take what you get, And you try not to think! Or am I just too tired to wink?
Hitsukei
DJ Double B
Colorful Cultist
Offline
ShyWolfHeart
Offline
Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2016 4:23 pm
Ⓔⓛⓘⓙⓐⓗ Ⓐⓑⓝⓔⓨ ︾
Uh...○Forest○Ray-Valiant-Poochyena○My apologies for keeping you waiting
Eli hoped he wasn't confusing Ray more than helping him. Since he hasn't talked to anyone about his brother, well he kinda remembers mentioning that he had one to someone but he couldn't remember who, he wasn't too clear on how to talk about it. Ray wasn't really fighting him on it though so that was a good sign to him. However after talking about the love thing he did notice Ray's cheeks get a little redder than they were and it snapped in his head causing him to blush as well,"Oh no I mean like when you grow up and stuff I mean we're only 11 I didn't mean- oh never mind..." A little embarrassed he was surprised as Ray told him he wasn't a cold person. Maybe those weren't the right words to describe himself...or maybe it was, but it was nice to hear Ray believe in him as a good person,"Thanks and you're not so bad yourself. You should really believe in that a lot more. Have more confidence, step forward with us at your side I know you can." That sounded a lot cheesier than it sounded in his head but at least he got what he wanted to say out. The times he had seen Ray show any form of happiness at all well, it was nice to see. Ray told him that if he ever needed to he could cry around him, not cry in a room alone like he has been from time to time,"Thanks I really appreciate that, and same for you. If you ever want to let it out I'll be there," he slowly ended his sentence as he noticed Ray ready to say something, and so far everything that has been said between them has been important. He couldn't, and no one really could, understand the bond that twins share, he had even heard superstition that twins were connected by a spiritual or some kind of psychic bond. To have that bond break, well as Ray says, the chunk of himself that was lost with her. His brother was like a whole whopping 14 years older than him, but despite the difference in age that didn't lessen their bond. All the cool things that made his brother who he was were constantly inspirations to Elijah, and he never wanted to forget them no matter how it hurt to remember."Yeah you really can't replace anything like that. Though, I don't mind filling up with new memories. I know my brother disappeared doing his job, but I really want to become a Ranger when I grow up. I don’t plan on giving up on showing him someday."
A change in subject came around as Ray asked him about wanting to work on his assignment. To be honesty after all of this he had completely forgotten about it. Eli smiled nervously, a little unnerved that he already forgot, and leaned back into the grass then jumping back up,"Thanks but after all this I have no want whatsoever to do homework right now," he laughed as he spoke, realizing how silly it must've sounded,"Besides it's getting late anyway. How about we go and find Marcus and see where he's been? We could get some food too my stomach is wanting to attack something delicious."
Exit if alright with you Panda
︽ Poochyena○Sassy○Lv.13○No Held Item Aipom ○Jolly○Lv.5○No Held Item
Reply
x1 
x0 
x2 
x3 
x1 
x1 
x1 
x1 
x1 
x0 
x2
x2
x2
x2
x1
x1
