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Posted: Tue Sep 06, 2011 8:22 pm
✯▄▀▄▀βlanc Ғumée▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯ Baby, think things through as you walk down the aisle. 'Cuz you should be my lady if you knew what hides beneath my smile. Why was this woman so intent on trying to get him to break off all ties with Annette. "What do you know?" These delays, these presuasions, what did they have to do with her? "What am I supposed to do? Just abandon my love for her just like that? That was all that kept me alive, that is what is probably going to kill me as well. I'm fine with that, as long as I can have her by my side. I can't give her up that easily." Blanc sighed and backed off when she started to tear up. "I'm sorry" he said simply, knowing that words could never solve the situation they were in, but they still had some sort of meaning to them. This was exactly what he didn't want. For people to get involved. It would just mean more pain for someone else. Why was she trying so hard? Sadly, Blanc could not see why, and may never with his passion and determination to make Annette love him again. When the music ends, you'll be with him, pledging your whole lives to each other. I cannot bear to watch his kiss seal your union, knowing how things could be instead. ✯▄▀▄▀Ғumée, βlanc▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯ [Layout by organizationXV] [Pictures provided by photobucket] [Lyrics: Wedding Dress - Taeyang]
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Posted: Tue Sep 06, 2011 8:36 pm
╔══════════════╗ Åbigailℛosalinda ɗawson ╚══════════════╝ "And all I do is think of you, I'm on the long road home, the road that leads me straight to you." {OOC: DX I don't think we can go as originally planned because at the rate it's going, she's more depressed and hurt then pissed to go and do what she was suppose to. As far as I see it she seems like she's ready to kill herself DX}▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀ Rose looked down, her hair covering her face. What did she know? Did he truly ask her such a question. He had no idea how much his words cut deep into her. Her mother did the same. He was doing the same thing her mother was doing. Her mother tried so hard to get her love back but he was already with someone else and was happy with the new woman. How he thought, was how her mother thought. Their words were almost exact! "He kept me alive and that is what will probably kill me as well. As long as I' by his side, I'll be fine. I can't give him up just like that" Those very words! Rose barely handled what her mother went through, she couldn't bare to see the same for Blanc.
A knot form in her throat and her hands became tighter in a fist. Her knuckles were now white. "Don't you see that it'll be useless?" Rose shouted as she still stared at the ground. She didn't bother looking at him for she had pain filled tears dripping down her face. "You'll only end up dead...a dead miserable fool. I cannot stand here and watch you rot and decay trying to get back something that is no longer in your reach."
Was she to die a miserable fool too? She could not let him go. This pained her far more then she had ever imagined and she felt like having death take her away then and there. "I'm a fool for loving someone who is far from my reach. What do I know? I know more then you will ever know. I know that pain you feel now, and more." By now she could no longer speak and she simply turned and ran off with her hand clenching the fabric above her very heart. Her heart that she could feel slowly tearing a part, piece by piece by piece.
Slowly she became distraught as she fought down the sobs that threatened to escape her throat, her eyes filled with unlimited amount of tears, blurring her vision. Behind her, was a bus, the one Blanc and herself had come in. Apparently she wasn't in the drivers sight, and she was far too distant from her very body to even hear it coming near. If she were to have noticed it, she would have still stayed put and let it send her, let it take her to a world where she felt nothing anymore.
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Posted: Tue Sep 06, 2011 8:58 pm
✯▄▀▄▀βlanc Ғumée▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯ Baby, think things through as you walk down the aisle. 'Cuz you should be my lady if you knew what hides beneath my smile. Blanc was taken aback by her words and even more surprised when she began to cry. At first, he had thought that she had loved Gabriel, and wanted his happiness, even if it meant being with Annette. But that was impossible, since they have never met. Then was it.... Blanc had stood there for a bit, thinking and added the pieces together as he ran after Rose to question about it. Why? Why didn't I notice before?
He could see everything happen slowly, so slowly, as the bus neared Rose. Barely, he sprinted to hopefully at least push both of her out of the way. It seemed he succeeded, in the result of his own demise. All this thoughts went by just as slowly until they faded to black.
Time moved again at it's regualar pace as the bus halted to stop and screams from the people around at the sight of so much blood. Blanc himself wasn't sure if he was still alive or not. He had taken a direct hit from the bus while Rose must have gotten just a few scrapes from Blanc shoving her out of the way. There was a trail of how far he had been hit from his original spot and his wound to the chest had reopened, seeping out a pool of blood around him.
Gabe? I'm sorry..... I'm sorry for being so jealous..... I should have been happy. You're right, it's just what I would have wanted, for Annette to move on...
Annette, my love.... I haven't told you yet..... That I.... When the music ends, you'll be with him, pledging your whole lives to each other. I cannot bear to watch his kiss seal your union, knowing how things could be instead. ✯▄▀▄▀Ғumée, βlanc▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯ [Layout by organizationXV] [Pictures provided by photobucket] [Lyrics: Wedding Dress - Taeyang] [LALALALALA! Think happy thoughts! Happy thoughts! ;A; ]
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Posted: Tue Sep 06, 2011 9:14 pm
╔══════════════╗ Åbigailℛosalinda ɗawson ╚══════════════╝ "And all I do is think of you, I'm on the long road home, the road that leads me straight to you." {OOC: *Grabs knife and sticks it into my chest* DX}▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀ Why was it that everything seem to go wrong around me? Why can't I do anything right? Rose thought to herself as she finally realized the on coming object. Though she wanted to jump herself, 95% of her simply gave up on everything and welcomed death and his embrace. Sadly her vision was cut short as she was abruptly shoved out of the way. She hit the floor and the jagged rocks dung into her arms, her arm frustrating from the sudden fall. Time indeed seemed to have slowed down. People screamed and ran about the place as she felt like she was moving at a very slow pace. She sat up and dared not look back but she did nonetheless. How she wished she kept her eyes away.
The world had become cold and dark, her eyes wide from the horror before her. Even though her body reacted and her instincts kicked in, Rose was else where in the world. Her hand were pressed against the worst wound on Blanc's body to try and stop as much bleeding as she barked orders for people to move or give her things. She looked focused but her soul was gone from her very body. She shook and when they finally managed to get him to a hospital, she still shook, her soulless body offering assistance. Hours seemed to have flown by.
As the world was back to pace, the room Rose sat in still remained cold and dark. Her soul had some how returned to her body. She sat looking at Blanc's broken body, she looked at him knowing full well that it should have been her. Her eyes became distance as before and she could no longer cry. Her hands were covered with dry blood, both his and hers. She had refused any of the nurses and doctors that wanted to take a look at her minor injuries. She essentially sat there like an empty shell with nothing but guilt and sorrow keeping her bound to the earth.
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Posted: Thu Sep 08, 2011 3:14 pm
[Just.....waitin' to see if anyone else wants to react to it.... =3= ]
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Posted: Thu Sep 08, 2011 8:50 pm
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Posted: Sat Sep 10, 2011 4:41 pm
✯▄▀▄▀βlanc Ғumée▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯ Baby, think things through as you walk down the aisle. 'Cuz you should be my lady if you knew what hides beneath my smile. His life was slipping by slowly and he could do nothing about it. The thin ribbon of life that had once kept him going, was now out of his reach. Like Rose, he had nothing left to live for. So why did he keep trying to find the source of that voice? It reminded him of someone he wanted to keep dearly close to him. But the more Blanc tried to remember, the vaguer the memories became. Did he really want to die now? Perhaps he should. It would be better for everyone. Unknowingly though, Blanc had grabbed onto that last chance at life, the voice that called to him. Was it someone that had truly cared for him? Slowly, he ascended to the light and was stirred awake. Had it been this bright before? Blanc squinted into the light before it finally adjusted and he could see that he was in a pure white room, a hospital room. It was a familiar feeling he had just experienced the previous day, but there was something he was lacking in his memories. Again, Blanc tried to sit up to look around, and again, failed to with the throbbing headache, stabbing pain in his chest and burning scrape on his arm and legs. His injuries weren't that bad, considering he had been hit by a bus. Some of his skin had been ripped and burned by the collision and they had to restitch what was now going to be an additional scar on his chest. He had a large cut going from his forehead to his cheek, but it wasn't too serious as it could heal quickly. The only thing that was surprisingly broken was just his right arm. Blanc reached up to ease the pain in his head and felt bandages. It must have been pretty bad he thought as he looked at his hand. Most of the blood had been cleaned off and the cuts sanitized, but he could tell that there must have been a total blood bath. He moved his hand from his view and saw a familiar face sitting across the room "Rose?" he asked, completely exhausted from both the anesthetics and lack of sleep "What happened?" When the music ends, you'll be with him, pledging your whole lives to each other. I cannot bear to watch his kiss seal your union, knowing how things could be instead. ✯▄▀▄▀Ғumée, βlanc▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯ [Layout by organizationXV] [Pictures provided by photobucket] [Lyrics: Wedding Dress - Taeyang] [Aw, we'll miss you. :C Come post whenever you have the time! If we need to, we'll just borrow Gabe, but we'll try not to move too far ahead! ]
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Posted: Sat Sep 10, 2011 4:57 pm
╔══════════════╗ Åbigailℛosalinda ɗawson ╚══════════════╝ "And all I do is think of you, I'm on the long road home, the road that leads me straight to you." {OOC: *Grabs knife and sticks it into my chest* DX}▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀ It was hard to tell what time it was and where she was anymore. The room that seemed bright for Blanc seemed so dim and dark. Her eyes were now glued onto her hands were the dried blood was cracked and its color no longer resembled red. After years, she has never felt this bad like the day her mother had died. Rose had almost escaped that pain but now it was back, and ten times worse. Tears no longer came out to express her sorrow, but anyone looking at her could tell how horrible she was feeling on the inside. If there was ever such a thing as hell, Rose was sure this is what it felt like.
The room was silent except for the beeping of Blanc's heart, but not even that got through to her. She was lost in a world of silence. Of course, her name was called out so that slowly brought her back. She could faintly hear him say it, she could here him asking her what had happened. Rose vaguely knew what happened. It happened so fast and so slow that it was so hard to process.
One moment she remembered running off after telling Blanc that she loved him then the other she was pushed out of the way of a bus. The only things she felt those very moments were the cold rain drops and her heart vaporizing in thin air. If anyone should have been hit by that bus, it should have been her. Unlike Rose, Blanc had family and friends here who worried and felt pain when they heard of the accident. If it was her, people would simply feel sorry that someone died, but to them she was no one. They would all feel sad but the moment they knew it was no one they knew, they would feel relieved, no matter how messed up that sounded.
Yes, it should have been her that the bus should have hit. If it was her, she would have been dead, her body a lot more fragile and smaller than Blanc. It should have been her. This was a moment where she couldn't see a point in even being around anymore. She had been too badly damaged mentally to be able to make friends or love anymore. With someone this damaged, was there even a point?
Rose simply kept her head down as her small shoulders shook. Even though she didn't shed a tear, she cried, sobbed horribly on the inside which caused the trembling. All she muttered was, "It should have been me."
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Posted: Sat Sep 10, 2011 8:09 pm
✯▄▀▄▀βlanc Ғumée▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯ Baby, think things through as you walk down the aisle. 'Cuz you should be my lady if you knew what hides beneath my smile. Blanc really couldn't remember what happened before the crash. He couldn't even remember what was it about, meaning Blanc even forgot her confession to him. Had his family even been notified? Probably not, since he was technically 'dead' and all his death certificates had been made, making some of the doctors baffled. So Rose was the only one here by his side. "It was your voice that I heard" Blanc said out loud, interrupting her, not that he meant to. He thought he had added it up, that Rose was the reason he wanted to keep living. When he did look at her, it was the same look he used to give when he looked at Annette. The same way he used to look at her with such loving eyes, but Annette was no longer on his mind, and probably never will, for Annette doesn't exist in his memories anymore. All he had were big empty gaps in his thoughts and memories, but they didn't seem to matter much at the moment. "You were the one that was with me the whole time..." Blanc said softly. When the music ends, you'll be with him, pledging your whole lives to each other. I cannot bear to watch his kiss seal your union, knowing how things could be instead. ✯▄▀▄▀Ғumée, βlanc▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯ [Layout by organizationXV] [Pictures provided by photobucket] [Lyrics: Wedding Dress - Taeyang]
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Posted: Sat Sep 10, 2011 8:18 pm
╔══════════════╗ Åbigailℛosalinda ɗawson ╚══════════════╝ "And all I do is think of you, I'm on the long road home, the road that leads me straight to you." {OOC:}▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀ Rose looked at him when he had interrupter her. She was brought back from whatever world she was trapped in and listened to what he had said. She frowned and looked away not wanting to look at him. He was giving her the look that belonged to the one he loves, though he may not remember. She only said, "The doctors did say that if you came back...you would suffer amnesia." She spoke very softly so she wasn't sure if he heard or not. Rose was some what relieved that he didn't remember Annette but she wasn't in the devious mind to take advantage of this, in fact she felt even worse. Would this man only learn to love her on the fact that he was working with a brain that had gaps in his memory.
Rose sighed and stood up and walked over to the window to open it for some fresh air. "The voice was most likely someone else, and I stayed by you because it was my fault after all. Perhaps you don't remember being hit by the bus that was meant for me, but nonetheless like I said, it should have been me and not you."
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Posted: Sun Sep 11, 2011 6:09 pm
✯▄▀▄▀βlanc Ғumée▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯ Baby, think things through as you walk down the aisle. 'Cuz you should be my lady if you knew what hides beneath my smile. "Don't say that" Blanc frowned as he grimanced a bit and sat up. He's had worse wounds than that, and Rose had always been there to help put him back together, sometimes literally. "I don't understand. What are you talking about? I'm perfectly fine." He tried to think about what exactly could he be forgetting about, but it could never bring up the memories of his dearly beloved Annette. "But really, it was your voice that called me back, wasn't it? You were the one that was with me throughout the whole time since I've been here." At least he had been able to protect another, even at the cost of his own injureis. When the music ends, you'll be with him, pledging your whole lives to each other. I cannot bear to watch his kiss seal your union, knowing how things could be instead. ✯▄▀▄▀Ғumée, βlanc▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯ [Layout by organizationXV] [Pictures provided by photobucket] [Lyrics: Wedding Dress - Taeyang]
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Posted: Sun Sep 11, 2011 6:22 pm
╔══════════════╗ Åbigailℛosalinda ɗawson ╚══════════════╝ "And all I do is think of you, I'm on the long road home, the road that leads me straight to you." {OOC:}▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀ "I'm sure she's heard by now," Rose said as she spoke to herself but it was loud enough for him to hear. "I'm sure that once you see her face you'll remember." Rose didn't looked at Blanc directly, but she looked at his reflection from the window. Her expression never changed. She frowned and her eyes filled only with more agony.
"I am of little insignificance to this world from the moment I was born. I've come to believe that bad luck is my best friend and pain and sorrow are my best friends." A long sigh escaped her lips as she leaned forward and braced herself on the window sill. This was her third day of not sleeping and to top it off she had yet to eat anything and all this emotional issues were taking it's toll on her frail body. She still shook from the thought of all the things that had happened. Rose shut her eyes and mumbled, "You don't understand. It should haven been me. That bus was my ticket away from this true hell. It only took me till the moment I ran from you to realize how horrible everything around me was...is. You were my glitter of hope and when I saw how agonized you were over her I realized then that I had no more strength to fight. You don't realize how I have nothing here anymore to keep me bound to this earth."
Rose took a deep breath and turned around, anger and sorrow intermixed now. "You shouldn't have come running after me! You shouldn't have pushed me out of the way! Now I live with more guilt that you lay there in that bed in more pain. If you would have died..." Rose looked away and finally felt her tears return. She couldn't see him dead before her. She could feel a heavy weight on her chest and the knot in her throat was so big she could hardly breath. Her chest began to heave as she tried to sob out but she could not. Rose turned away and braced herself on the window sill again before falling on her knee's and seeing the light slowly dim away until she was left in the dark. May the cruel gods take me from this place... where her last thoughts before she fully lost conscious.
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Posted: Mon Sep 12, 2011 10:02 pm
✯▄▀▄▀βlanc Ғumée▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯ Baby, think things through as you walk down the aisle. 'Cuz you should be my lady if you knew what hides beneath my smile. "Who?" Blanc was seriously confused now. Who was she talking about now? It was impossible to remember or even be thinking right now with his head pounding. Her sadness was even worse than his when he still had all of his memories intact, and it spread to him, filling him with guilt and her hurt. Why hadn't he seen this before? This woman, whom had been by his side and helped him live through what seemed like the worst days of his life for six whole years, why didn't he notice it sooner? Unfortunately, she didn't get a chance to even finish as she had collapsed. Of course Blanc panicked as he didn't really know what happened as he pulled out the IV and ignored everything else as well as the pain as he moved over to check her and see if she was all right. "Rose?" he called out softly at first as he shook her and the doctors and nurses came in to see him out of bed all ready, despite his injuries. She had been there for him when he was down, shouldn't it be his turn? Blanc wished he could have realized it earlier, what she meant to him. When the music ends, you'll be with him, pledging your whole lives to each other. I cannot bear to watch his kiss seal your union, knowing how things could be instead. ✯▄▀▄▀Ғumée, βlanc▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯ [Layout by organizationXV] [Pictures provided by photobucket] [Lyrics: Wedding Dress - Taeyang]
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Posted: Tue Sep 13, 2011 5:06 pm
╔══════════════╗ Åbigailℛosalinda ɗawson ╚══════════════╝ "And all I do is think of you, I'm on the long road home, the road that leads me straight to you." {OOC:}▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀ It seemed like time had passed quickly, and Rose felt like she was unconscious for days, but she was only out for an hour or so. She was in her own bed, her hands cleaned and her cuts bandaged, and her arm was wrapped since she had fractured it when she fell to the ground. Now she could hear a faint beep of her own heart, something she was almost shocked at hearing. Her heart was still there, but figuratively speaking, Rose knew it was almost non-existent.
The lack of food and sleep had made her body weaker, her immune system was shutting down and her whole body was being over worked. She collapsed due to exhaustion, dehydration, and mal nutrition. Though she wasn't dead, Rose felt as if she was. Everything had fallen silent and darkness had bestowed itself upon her making her unable to understand what state she was in. For a moment, when she had fallen to the ground, she thought she heard someone call her name. For a moment, it sounded like a female voice.
A frown formed on her face, but as she lay on the bed, her face still held her pain and sorrow and even her exhaustion. It was both physical and emotional exhaustion, but out of the two, it was the emotional part that finally shut her down. A person could only take so much, and Rose had reached that breaking point. She had collapsed before she was even able to do anything drastic.
The beeping grew louder as she slowly began to awaken. Her eyes slightly cracked open and all she could see was a dull ceiling since the room was black from the lights being off, it was late after all. Finally, she had made some movement and mumbled something that only sounded like a groan. Her eye lids were heavy and her body felt like lead. Rose wanted to shut her eyes and keep them shut forever.
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Posted: Sun Sep 18, 2011 5:03 pm
[bumpin' up the page 3nodding ]
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