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 Posted: Sat Mar 03, 2007 9:25 am
I wonder how many worlds, how many battles there are. And if anything can cross them. This sounds so eerily familiar, yet at the same time nothing alike. My friend has been deeply entrenched in a world beyond the normal nearly his whole life, I've not been in this deep, but I was certainly never totally out of it and never normal.
I'm sorry that you must face this future, I do also. I may have to kill the man who will become my mentor, when the final battle comes. I love him, strongly, but it is yet friendship and will remain as such for me, if not for him.
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Posted: Sat Mar 03, 2007 7:24 pm
Yea... Even though I may kill her, my love for her will not end. It never will.
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Posted: Sat Mar 03, 2007 9:13 pm
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Posted: Sun Mar 04, 2007 2:22 pm
Very true. Love is one of those things that I wish could end. Love causes so much hardship and hate... Strange isnt it?
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Posted: Sun Mar 04, 2007 7:04 pm
Maybe irony is the source of everything.
What a mean b*tch.
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Posted: Sun Mar 04, 2007 11:15 pm
Irony, or Karma. Either or. Maybe both.
And yea.... Total b***h. But I love her.
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 12:35 am
how paradoxical. the ability and degree to love grows in almost the same degree as it does for hate. People like me hardly fall in what I call the so-famous-love but my ability to hate or even to dislike others is really very low.
I guess this means that, for some buddhist sects, I'm a lot closer to Nirvana than most of the rest of people in the world.
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 2:45 pm
Cool, go for it.
Nirvana's supposed to be awesome.
I wish I was calmer...But my blood seems to be lava I feel very strongly about things and people.
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 4:48 pm
My blood is ice. I dont care. The only thing that warms my blood is her. Thats pathetic, I know, but I dont care. Thing is, she doesnt feel the same way about me, or just wont admit it.
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 10:14 pm
Considering who you two are it makes sense that she'd rather not admit it. You haven't either.
It's not pathetic. I'm pathetic, I love so easily. The problem is when people I've loved who later left me decide they want me back at the same time and that point I had begun moving on anyway...Oh dear, what a mess.
I love so strongly too, it is not lust. I truly love people when I say I love them, I would die for them, kill for them "Either way what bliss"*
I hate it. I'd rather my heart would settle down and remain loyal to the first, even though he left me and will do so again.
*Gomez Addams
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 10:31 pm
True... But I cant tell her now... She went and got a boyfriend on me. Im angry of course, but I respect her decision.
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 11:00 pm
Aww, I'm sorry.
This one time I really liked this girl and she said she liked me too, said she loved me in fact.
Then she got engaged to some guy.
She broke up with him, got back together. Failed to tell me they were back together, and made out with me.
A little while later she broke of their engagement for the last time, I wasn't gonna push her, but I figured maybe we'd go together at some point.
The very next day she had a new boyfriend, a guy I'd had a crush on the year before.
That w****.
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 11:03 pm
Are you a lesbian? I have nothing against homosexuality, Im just asking.
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 11:30 pm
No.
I have nothing against them either though.
For some reason people can't seem to comprehend, I don't love people's genitals, I love the person.
I don't see why that's just me, genitals tend to be unattractive and don't always taste pleasant.
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Posted: Sat Mar 10, 2007 1:38 pm
I understand. Some of my best friends are gay, but Im not. I prefer girls over guys, its that simple.
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