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 Posted: Thu Apr 22, 2010 1:04 pm
Listening to Miley Cyrus' "The Climb" right now...
I'm not a fan of hers. There's just a few songs that I like of hers. 5 songs to be exact... out of a bunch...
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Posted: Thu Apr 22, 2010 1:06 pm
*fast forwards it to make it sound like a chipmunk singing it*
Heh... I love doing that to songs I listen. Sometimes it works, other times it doesn't.
This song works nicely. 3nodding
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Posted: Thu Apr 22, 2010 1:07 pm
Though it makes it a bit too upbeat for the mood I'm in right now...
*sighs*
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Posted: Thu Apr 22, 2010 1:09 pm
♫ ♪ Every time I turn on the T.V. (There's Hope)
Somebody's acting crazy (There's Hope)
If you let it, it will drive you crazy (There's Hope)
but I'm takin' back my power today (There's Hope)
Gas prices they just keep on rising (There's Hope)
The government they keep on lying
but we gotta keep on surviving
Keep living our truth and do the best we can do
There's hope
It doesn't cost a thing to smile
You don't have to pay to laugh
You better thank God for that ♪ ♫
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Posted: Thu Apr 22, 2010 1:11 pm
"There's Hope" by India.Arie
Very good song. I discovered the song when I was watching Extreme Makeover: Home Edition awhile back.
*sighs*
And hopefully the song speaks true to my situation... That somehow we'll manage to get the money to pay for summer term... and we'll figure out what I'll do for Fall ((in other words... what we can afford))...
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Posted: Thu Apr 22, 2010 1:19 pm
I wish I had something else to take my mind off the whole cost of schooling right now.
I have brief moments of thinking of something else... and then my thoughts go right back to the money issue. xp
Bloody hell... sad
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Posted: Thu Apr 22, 2010 1:22 pm
cry
And... there goes the tears...
crying
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Posted: Thu Apr 22, 2010 1:28 pm
I feel so bad. Though I know it's not really my fault.
It was my Mom who suggested that I continue my education. I said that I thought of continuing my education, but only if we would be able to financially do it. My parents said that they would make it work... and then we did a whirlwind application to the college.
Now look where it's taking me...
Into a rollercoaster of emotions. Excited that I'll be starting at a college I've wanted to go. Happy that I was able to register for the classes I wanted. And recently... sadness... because of not knowing whether my parents will be able to financially handle just the one quarter. crying
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Posted: Thu Apr 22, 2010 1:29 pm
And because of the time I signed up for college, it was after all of the scholarship deadlines. Not that the scholarship money would apply to summer quarter anyway. sad
Oh... I hate this. I bloody hate this.
I need something to cheer me up. But I don't know what would...
crying
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Posted: Thu Apr 22, 2010 1:36 pm
Guess I'm getting plenty of posts talking about this... heh.
Not really a topic I would've wanted to go into... but it needs to be said somewhere. I would talk with my friends but their not on right now. And writing in my journal... meh... I would rather have a clear discussion on the matter... and not... whatever I'm doing right now.
Random ramblings of whatever comes to mind...
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Posted: Thu Apr 22, 2010 1:37 pm
Sidenote: I'm only a few posts away from going from Page 8 to Page 7.
I probably said this earlier... but whatever.
Anything to try to turn my mind away from the other issue... at least until Mom gets home and we can discuss the matter together.
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Posted: Thu Apr 22, 2010 1:39 pm
♫ ♪ You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,
But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say? ♪ ♫
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Posted: Thu Apr 22, 2010 1:40 pm
Those lyrics are so suiting right now.
I decided to take a chance at continuing my education... and now I don't know what my future holds and how long my life as a student at this college will last.
*sighs*
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Posted: Thu Apr 22, 2010 1:43 pm
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Posted: Thu Apr 22, 2010 1:49 pm
Look... it's me... in real life... how I look right now. Tears and all... 
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