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4 kids? That is chaos.

I'm 18 almost 19 already been in Iraq for awhile; I've seen death and I man a machine gun. My best advice for you is to talk to people IN PERSON; not just on the internet.

i understand much of what you wrote. how one muinite youre trying to figure out everything, and the next not a care in the world. i can tell that you cant write something like that, if its not from the heart. just like you write, i tend to draw. my goal in life is to mind my purpose. and i wont quit untill i do. try finding a goal, something to work tourds.it can really help. I also het how its hard to tell people. i have a problem with my dad, and every time i try to tell him about it i back down. sometimes it is really hard. life goes back and forth.sometimes i wanna run away, and others im happy to be where i am.i cant say i completely understand you, infact im sure i dont. but you just have to find a reason. i hope everything is okay....