This is kind of kick a** to have a random blog/thread xD Well for my first entry, I need your help :s
I'm finally back in dating after the horrible happenings with my ex-boyfriend. But this time, I'm once again dating someone online. We've talked on the phone and shared pictures and have been going out for two weeks and 3 days :3 I meet him a week before asking him out. Three days (3/29/07) later he said yes ^___^ heart
Okok, we're all lovely-dovey and s**t. But sad part: He lives in Arizona where as I live in Florida. neutral That's like...5 states apart. He said he's gonna try and visit me during the summer while he's on a small road trip with some friends. Oh btw, he's only a year older than me (I'm 16 come April 16th). We love each other and both of us have been through a lot. I think he might be my one and only...
Problem:::: Everyday, I'm dying to be with him. To hold him and kiss him. He said he wishes to just sleep with me in his arms. I want to hear him play his guitar in his band, I wanna laugh with him and his friends. I wanna go to the mall with him, go to the lake at night with him, to have him kiss me on the top of the ferris wheel. We both want to be with each other.
The actual thing I need help with: lol, I made a huge deal about something so little. Here it is; He went to California Friday night, so I only talked to him for about 10 minutes that night. He said he wouldn't be back until Sunday (today). So since I didn't talk to him Saturday night, I wasn't able to go to sleep (I need to hear his voice before going to sleep now). So now it's Sunday 12:44 am, my mom took my cellphone (the only means of communication for us to talk besides MSN) and I'm DEAD TIRED. He'd most likely want me to go to sleep but I just...what if he messages me on MSN and I'm so deep in slumber I don't hear him message? Or what if my mom comes back with my cellphone and said he called and expects me to call right back? What if he does both? gonk
I know I'm worrying over this ridiculiously too much but...DAMNIT I DUNNO IF I SHOULD SLEEP OR NOT!! scream
Please; I need some suggestions here (plus I'm uber bored)
I'm finally back in dating after the horrible happenings with my ex-boyfriend. But this time, I'm once again dating someone online. We've talked on the phone and shared pictures and have been going out for two weeks and 3 days :3 I meet him a week before asking him out. Three days (3/29/07) later he said yes ^___^ heart
Okok, we're all lovely-dovey and s**t. But sad part: He lives in Arizona where as I live in Florida. neutral That's like...5 states apart. He said he's gonna try and visit me during the summer while he's on a small road trip with some friends. Oh btw, he's only a year older than me (I'm 16 come April 16th). We love each other and both of us have been through a lot. I think he might be my one and only...
Problem:::: Everyday, I'm dying to be with him. To hold him and kiss him. He said he wishes to just sleep with me in his arms. I want to hear him play his guitar in his band, I wanna laugh with him and his friends. I wanna go to the mall with him, go to the lake at night with him, to have him kiss me on the top of the ferris wheel. We both want to be with each other.
The actual thing I need help with: lol, I made a huge deal about something so little. Here it is; He went to California Friday night, so I only talked to him for about 10 minutes that night. He said he wouldn't be back until Sunday (today). So since I didn't talk to him Saturday night, I wasn't able to go to sleep (I need to hear his voice before going to sleep now). So now it's Sunday 12:44 am, my mom took my cellphone (the only means of communication for us to talk besides MSN) and I'm DEAD TIRED. He'd most likely want me to go to sleep but I just...what if he messages me on MSN and I'm so deep in slumber I don't hear him message? Or what if my mom comes back with my cellphone and said he called and expects me to call right back? What if he does both? gonk
I know I'm worrying over this ridiculiously too much but...DAMNIT I DUNNO IF I SHOULD SLEEP OR NOT!! scream
Please; I need some suggestions here (plus I'm uber bored)
