i hate myself i want to die at times

[RenMezuki]

a poem about my mood now....

lonsome anthem
tell me how you love me
tell me how you care
lie to me again
give the that false hope to cling to ...
give me that bead of light in my sea of darkness...
love songs of hate play in my head like a broken record
can you hear ?
can you hear me call to you
as i fade in to the nothingness of my soul
and the loneliness in my heart
as the sick sad anthem plays
until the end out time....  

[El_Chico_de_Fuego]

Nice peom, it is very mood-seeting. Hang in there.  

[Godsmacks_Voodoo_Doll]

It's really good. Better than my poems sweatdrop
I suggest you try and hold on to life. Just imagine how people would feel if you died. I was suicidal a couple months back and I realized how hurt my friends would be.  

[JustSomeThing]

I almost think I know how you feel...I just continued being sad and depressed, hoping something, anything, good would happen eventually. *Sighs*  

[DaUgHtEr Of ThE mOon QeEn]

going through depression is hard i know iv'e been through it overdoses, cutting, jumping off bridges, iv'e done it all and it just made me hurt worse....whats another good idea for a suicidal attempt?  

[Little Nightmare]

Nice poem. I wish I could get my feelings out like you do. Keep doing that for those of who can't, besides it helps take off some of the stress...or so I've heard.  

[Mz_Boom_Ba_Stick]

DaUgHtEr Of ThE mOon QeEn

going through depression is hard i know iv'e been through it overdoses, cutting, jumping off bridges, iv'e done it all and it just made me hurt worse....whats another good idea for a suicidal attempt?

drinking bleach, playing in traffic, and a nail gun to the temple.  

[Timo Supremo]

i just had this thought about death. Please consider it without judgement. Suicide is about ending a person's life, right? Well, maybe there are more ways for someone to end their life. Maybe they could commit a sort of life-style suicide. leave everything behind, completely end their current life and begin anew. A new life, without physically dying.
This would have to be a loss of everything, same as death. No connection to family or friends. No posessions. Completely leaving behind old values, beliefs, and biases.

What do you think of this idea?  

[Josephine Kilgannon]

Being depressed makes me feel very misguided...I don't even know how to deal with it anymore. Cutting no longer works and for me suicide is not an option.  

[ObscureEnigma]

I agree that the poem is okay, although even though you are very depressed, I have read/written better pieces. Your metaphor of an anthem is a nice touch, though. I am sorry that you are undergoing a time where everything seems to be falling apart. Trust me, I am having that feeling as well sometimes. I hope that things will go better for you. The reason that I voted "bad" is because I did not like the fact that you were such a mood. It is not good to think in terms of suicide. I am not even going that far because it is not worth throwing your life away.  

[Merrin Spicer]

This is a very interesting poem, although I have written and seen better myself. But seriously, do not harm yourself just because you had a bad experience with love. Everyone has had terrible experiences with it, and time will pass... you will find something better in your life. I promise. Hell, I did.  

[VulpesKai]

I do tend to feel a lot of self hatred lately and swim through phases of depression but suiciding...thats not the way to escape it. neither is cutting. or any form of that. just to find a reason to live. if not for u, for ur friends or family. there is always a reason to go on. so please nobody suicide... for me.  

[MeltingMilkBottle]

hang in there man!!! it is easy to just runaway or escape, the tough part is to keep on walking no matter what! when the burden gets too tough, you need to know that you can always let go of it and change course... wink  

[ObscureEnigma]

Heh. They gave some nice advice. After all, nothing is as bad as it seems.