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3, 1, 12, 12, 5, 12, 7, 2, 5, 1
Total: 60 (10-120)
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Posted: Wed Feb 21, 2007 5:26 pm
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I hate where I live because every one is stupid and doesn't care about education or going to college. I hate them because they killed my self-esteem when I moved there, by making fun of the fact that I'm a "yankee" and are always making racist comments because I'm half white and half Hispanic. I hate the fact that I was always alone because every one thought I was such a freak that they wouldn't come anywhere near me, and then when I finally make a friend, she starts to ignore me too and eventually leaves me to become a prep. Then I was always alone and rejected by everyone. After that, I decided I didn't want anyone any more. I decided I didn't want friends after all. I mean, if you don't let anyone come close to you, you can't be hurt, right? So I became a goth. I made sure I crept everyone out so they'd leave me alone. Not long after that, my grandpa died. I loved him very much, and I cried during the entire funeral. I always get depressed when I think about it, because I wish I could've spent more time with him. Now my mom has been threatening to leave my dad lately. I already have a bad family life, and it is sure to get worse if they split up.
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Posted: Thu Mar 15, 2007 4:17 pm
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Many things depress me lately: a.) other people, that is a given, b.) the law, c.) the fact that I got into a car accident and totaled a part of my car, and d.) the fact that everything is so useless lately.
Just... with the whole other people thing. It seems that even though I have wonderful friends around me everyday; I always feel as though I am letting them down. My weakness is causing everyone to look (down?) upon me; the feeling that you are the weak link is the worst that you could ever have.
Well, I am paying a shitload of money for a ticket that I got due to said car accident. The police may be nice, but their presence bothers me. The fact that they are scary and mean totally makes me not believe that there should be law. I would much prefer anarchy than to practically be a slave to these dictators.
Yeah... I have had my license for a while, and once I got into an accident with a school bus (school buses are now another bane of my miserable existence) because I accidentally pulled out in front of him, some of my car got totalled. I will not be able to have it for two weeks now. ::sighs:: And to think that I almost killed someone else in the process.
Life seems so old, gloomy, and dead as though I am dead myself. What is the point of all of this toil? Yes, I am inching my way through life, but frankly, I just want to be where I wish to be. No more hard journeys, no more forcing and screaming... just want to be where I can be right now. Really! Just to become a super model? Seriously. Why the hell does this process have to so damn hard? If I really wanted, I could drop out, but I realize that even such is not a smart move, even though I do not plan to live for a long time.
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Posted: Tue Jul 22, 2008 10:55 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 08, 2009 5:00 pm
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What upsets me is when people are ignorant, I find that judging people immediately is stupid. I've grown up in a very diverse town and my school doesn't have cliques, I'm one of the very few white people & I'm bisexual. The majority of my school is black, then hispanic, then white, and finally asian. My parents are both racist & homophobic. My boyfriend is Ecuadorian, my parents have yet to formally meet him but they hate him because he is not white. And my brothers immediately made rude comments about him, like calling him "Guatzilla" My mother was talking to me the other day about my boyfriend, and I said "Just admit it, you don't like him because he's not white." Her reply was "Well he's Ecuadorian, so he's far from black." Imagine how badly she would flip is she knew I dated a black guy. My parents don't know that I'm bisexual because I don't want to deal with what they have to say about it. My mom thinks that homosexuality is wrong. My brother's friend went on a rant one time about how homosexuality is unnatural. I was part of an exchange with my school, a group of students from my school went to another, and in turn students from their school came to ours. The majority of the other school is white (very odd surrounding for me). Their school was all cliques, and everyone immediately made judgments about me. And the whole time I was there the other students were making rude comments about my school, saying how it's "ghetto" and making racist comments. One student that I was introduced to said to me "oh you have such a normal name, being that you're from ____ I expected something more exotic." Sure my school has a bad rep, but it's actually a good school.....
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