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My problem is the I've liked this one guy I used to be friends with in freshman year. I've had a feeling that he's liked me since then too. Last year, my sophomore year, we weren't in any classes together. I even tried to change a class to be with him, but it didn't work out. I was really sad about that b/c I've never felt like this for anybody, so my , so we couldn't talkfeelings for him are very true. I didn't think he was going to be in my classes at all this year for junior year, so I had no expectations for the first day of school of ever seeing him again.
It turns out, he's in my first period chemistry class. Well, you can imagine how I felt. The only problem is that we haven't spoken in a year. Just two, days ago,my chem teacher gave us assigned seats, and placed me right next to him. Now I am always nervous and can't speak. We had to have a group discussion about baaning some chemical or not. Only he and this other girl were brave enough to speak up in the froup. This other boy and I didn't talk at all. He even looked at me with a little bit of hope that I would at last speak, but I couldn't. There's always this feeling of strained tension between us. I can see it in his face, and he can probably see it in mine. We always look at each other, and sometimes he even looks sad/angry at times. I wish I could speak, but I have no courage or my voice just fizzles out when I try. It's only been the first week of school, but I really want to speak to him again, but I don't know what to do to shake my nerves.

Lol. It's okay and thanx for the advice you did give me 3nodding He makes me really angry. He's always watching me and seems to want to talk, but then he goes and checks out like you know "the hottest girl" in class whcih is really annoying. mad

Thats okay i felt that way about a guy once, i could barely move when he was around. Turned out he felt the same way about me, we have been the best of friends ever since.