• hell week is upon us,
    and it is as I had feared,
    yet another hard long year with you not being here,
    I wish I could be with you,
    I wish the world and more,
    but all these stupid wishes wont make you walk back through that door.
    I'm so tired of crying, feeling sad and all alone,
    baby brother wont you hear my prayers and please just come back home?

    I don't know if you hear me,
    sitting here in all my grief,
    I hope to god some day you'll come and let me say my piece,
    I owe you so much more then one apology or two,
    I feel I owe a lifetime, and even then that wouldn't do.
    Your big sister is lost on earth,
    while you float in the sky,
    and I hope you don't see the pain I'm in,
    for I'd hate to make you cry,
    little brother I really need you here,
    but I know I should say goodbye...