alone, death and her.

• Artist: Night_Angel_Neko
• Description: just something I've come up with, first time trying poetry, i don't think its very good or that it could be called poetry but its a first step, but its up to you, i'd like it if you could tell me what i could do better and what i've done good
• Date: 11/04/2013
• Tags: alone depression firsttime

I'm surrounded by a crowd
yet i still feel all
alone
no body seems to notice
they are all to busy to care
but here a boy walks
with nothing but tears to bear

Why does no one seem to care
the boy cries and cries
Why am i so easily forgotten?
so easily lost?
i have no more friends
i haven't for 4 years
not since My last friend died
a week before she turned 13
why must she be dead
while i still live?
it should have been me
I'm nothing i'm no one
but she was everything to me

I stumble down an empty street
lost and all
alone
Forgotten and so
alone
The tears fall harder
as i collapse onto the ground
the walkers by do nothing but frown
at the new found obstacle in their path

why don't you stop i cry
just wishing that I'd die
i spot a tall building
and i picture her
as i climb to the roof
stopping just at the edge
I am not alone i cry
as i step onto the edge
god are you happy yet?
one of your lambs has lost its way
it's one step away from death
but your Shepherding has caused this
with the pain that it made
why is it that you do this?
is it a fun little game?

the boy 1 week away from 18
takes one final breath
and with all his heart wishes
just to see her again
I'll see you soon heart he whispers
as he steps off to meet his end.