A drug to my morals

• Artist: I eat rainbows with toast
• Description: Some writing that I guess is mostly a poem about something I did and feel awful about but I know I'd do again.
• Date: 07/14/2013
• Tags: drug morals girls cheating

I’m so helpless with you. You’re like a drug to me.

Your lips linger on mine months after the fact, a forbidden thing on both our parts.

That’s what made it so terrifying for me, and more real for you, I think.

I had just as much at stake as you this time.

It showed you some of what I’ll risk for just a few seconds alone with you, hearts racing in a tiny school bathroom.

And as much as I’d like to think that I’d forget you, when you text me it’s like I’m deaf to anything else but you.

You’ll be the pill that kills me.