• Is it so bad to mourn for something? Even if it’s so close to you? Maybe it’s too far out of my reach? Or perhaps I’m too close to obtain it. I can hold on to a dream, but what good will come of it if I don’t go for it? Maybe I’m too scared of what I’ll lose, or what I may gain? Nothing bad will come of it if I don’t but wait yes something will. I’ll never be satisfied with the choice. But what if I got what I truly mourn for? Maybe then will I stop arguing with myself. emo