me, my pain, and you

• Artist: Fausts Lost Mind
• Description: poped a pill and thought why am i doing this, and what is the pain im trying to stop
  well enjoy my pain
• Date: 02/17/2012
• Tags: pain love feeling hate

I don’t drink to be cool,
I don’t pop pills because I need them,
I do that to numb this pain

This pain I am feeling
This pain I am living
This pain when I am near you
This pain when you are away
This pain that I hate
This pain that I love
This pain that I am cursed with

This pain hat people say will go away
and is only getting worst the more I beat a pulse.
Only get worst the more I breathe your air
only gets worst when our hands lock together
Only gets worst the more our lips meet
Only get worst the more I feel your skin press against mine
And when I think

When I think about how you are mine
How I am yours
How we exchange words of love
How we tell each other those meaningless meaning full 3 words
“I love you”
How we never wish to be apart and be by each others side
How you belong to someone else……
How you belong to another which is not me
How you tell him that you are his only and he is you’re only
How you tell him that you wish for each other to be forever
How you have two lovers and yet I am the one who must be kept a secret
How everything you say means everything and yet nothing to me because of the situation
How I feel like nothing and everything to you because my heard yearns to be yours

All this is my pain,
My life,
My story,
My stress,
My wish,
My dream,
My nightmare,
My heaven,
My hell
How I want it all
And yet
Despise everything about it
Including myself
Except……
you

Comments

[Fausts Lost Mind]

yeah srry, i was doing this in class and i only had a chance to type it and post it b4 i got caught....

[Aleydream]

Worst: The worst thing that could happen.
Worse: This is worse than that
You're: You are
Your: something you is possessive of.
Line 11: I think you meant that instead of hat.
The repetition of beginning phrases put me off when I was reading this. It made me want to stop reading just due to how often you used it. You may wish to revise by eliminating repeated phrases (This pain, How you, Only gets) after the first time it's used.

[X-HayKay-X]

Every bit of nothing. That's what I would title this. I wish I didn't understand this, but I do all too well. The end is my favorite part.