• I asked you
    what was wrong
    but you said
    "nothing"
    I said
    "There must be something
    wrong."
    but you said
    "it's... nothing."
    I knew
    that there
    was something
    wrong
    but you wouldn't
    open up
    and so I can do nothing
    I did nothing
    leaving me helpless
    I'm sorry
    for not being
    that much
    trustworthy
    as a friend
    as I stare
    at your casket
    I through rose petals
    from a basket
    -you loved roses
    because
    they're dangerous
    to be around
    was I dangerous to be around?
    was I a rose
    beautiful on the outside
    but violent on the in?
    I don't think
    that I'm beautiful
    why didn't you tell me
    I watch
    Those men
    bury your body
    why?
    why ?
    Why?!
    didn't you
    tell me what was wrong?
    were you afraid
    of what I would have done?
    It would have been better
    than watching a ton
    of dirt be dumped on you?
    Why?
    Why?
    Why?!
    WHY?
    WHY?!!
    DID YOU SAY NOTHING?
    WHY DIDN'T
    YOU TELL ME WHAT WAS
    WRONG
    AT LEAST SAY
    SOMETHING!
    IF YOU WOULD
    HAVE TALKED TO ME
    we could have worked it out
    when I asked you what was wrong
    and you said: "nothing."
    I knew that something
    was up
    do you think I'll mourn for you?
    I will mourn for you
    but at least you should know
    there is a flower
    that blooms
    when someone is buried
    the flower that blooms when someone is carried
    ... or dead
    the blood rose blooms almost every year
    the fool that touches it
    and is pricked will die
    you said nothing
    but I said there was something up
    I knew something... was up
    strange
    Because you are dead
    I have felt nothing
    does this mean...
    that i'm heartless?
    that I have no shame?
    how strange
    to think that
    your death
    has made me relieved
    because I worried and worried
    that you may believe....
    that...
    that.. I'm
    not
    Hu-man