• i feel so lost
    like he just left me in the coldness of ice
    on the shore as if i were already dead to him
    and if he didn't mean it like that
    Then what did he mean?
    I sometimes may not understand his train of logic
    but maybe I was just being played from the beginning
    Well it wouldn't be my first and probably will not be my last
    I feel as if my owner has lefted me for something newer, younger, better, smarter,
    and all he had to do was send me to the animal shelter like he would have any other dog
    why are men so materialistic
    i'm not. why must they?
    They are suppose to the be the ones who don't get afaired to get dirty
    the ones that right four wheelers, not play a bunch of stupid cards and watch abridged series right as one goes to sleep.........it just not the way its suppose to be
    Right through my heart you drove a stake written with the blood of the innocence that was taken from one such as myself
    Why did you leave? We were so perfect, or though it did seem before you pulled the blindfold right from in front of my blinded eyes........
    You never really cared did you? You were using me to get what you wanted........
    Why do i feel as if i have just been dipped in bortic acid, hang by my hands with chains, beaten with a whip that peeled my skin away, and left in the middle of a dirt road being drug through a feiry dessert, as someone is pulling me from a chariot with six horses, after being beaten and worn away for the whole world to see and luagh at.....
    yeah welcome to my world........ crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying