• The Pain I Feel

    You have no idea
    what pain you cause
    when you talk to me like that
    and push me around.
    I have no idea
    where I start or where I begin.
    My world become pitch the dark.
    My heart can't take much more of this.
    "Stop!" I cry.
    "Go Away!" I feel my tears hit my arm.
    I'm am just a black rose
    wilting away...
    My heart is being ripped out of my chest.
    The stress, the anger, the saddness...
    I want it to end!
    I want to be free.
    But you hold the leash of despair and coldness
    I wear the collar of shame and denial
    You strip me of my friends...
    Abuse me
    Mentaly, physically, Emotionally.
    You made me the way I am.
    I am a monster
    comsumed in anger and despair
    Please, let me go
    I cry to you to let me free
    you laugh evilly while I cry
    I want free
    I want to fly
    but my wings are bound
    So I sit here
    Alone
    Isolated
    While you torture.
    My cries of freedom fall on deaf ears
    The blade feels cool against my skin
    this is the only way out
    of the pain I feel