• I started to feel like I can't maintain the facade any longer,
    That I may just start to show through,
    And I wish I knew what was wrong.

    Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is.

    I don't know.

    Why does the rest if the world put up with they hypocrisy,
    The need to put a happy face on sorrow, The need to keep on keeping on?

    ...I don't know the answer, I only know that I can't.
    I don't want anymore vicissitudes,
    I don't want anymore of this try, try again stuff.
    I just want out.

    I've had it.
    I am so tired.
    I am only fourteen and I am already exhausted.