• I fell too far for silent hands to reach
    Learned a lesson I could never teach
    Falling through the air and time
    Like the steady beat of rhyme
    The ground was only too close
    My adreline ran out, my dose

    I fell too far to regain composure
    My depression remained without closure
    Such a silly game I play
    A game with only black and white, no gray
    Dismal and weary must be ones soul
    To even cast the die, make it roll

    I fell too far to remember the past
    A mental image like a guns solumn blast
    Ringing against my deafened ears
    Who to look to, not my fears
    Still my lips utter no word
    My heart grew colder than a winter blizzard

    I fell too far to recognize the pain
    Once before I had realized, now couldn't gain,
    Heartache and illness were my conflictions
    Wrapped in melancholy blue, were my depictions
    Of the time of late
    My heart was shattered, checkmate.

    I fell too far to ever be saved
    I fell too far. . .
    Now you can carry my pain. . .
    You can carry the blaim.