• There is two sides to everything. The most easiest thing to see is good and evil. One could not exist without the other. Yin and Yang. Dark and Light. everything in the universe has these two elements within them, including us humans. We all have a darker side to our light side. Some of us show our darker side without any problems. Some of us hide it in hopes of it never getting out. this includes me. Most of the time, it isn't any problem, but the darker side can take over me at times. It is because of all the emotions i feel on the inside. It starts off as anything that i want to say but don't, either because of being afraid of hurting someone's feelings or just because i feel that what i have to say isn't important. This is just one thing that i usually bottle up that ends up feeding my darker side. After a certain point, the bottle starts to overflow, and that is when people start to see symptoms of my darker side, but not the whole thing. The whole thing, the animal inside of me, breaks out when i try to hide an emotion too powerful to hide, and the bottle shatters. This has only happened a few times for different reasons, but when it has, I wasn't myself. I end up being caged inside by the beast while it roams free. There is no real cure to help me break back out and put it back in, but in the end, i get better. It could be because i have just gotten over it, talked to someone about it, or because i force myself to get better because i end up causing problems for someone else or end up hurting someone close to me. this is how it works for me, and i usually wonder who else feels and acts this way. Maybe a lot of people, maybe I'm just different. Dark and Light are always at war inside of me, one way or another. Who will win in the end? It all depends on that one thing, the one wild card in this game for my soul...whatever the outcome, so be it