• I wish I could say
    You were my world
    But if you were
    I'd be dead.
    I wish I could say
    You gave me life
    But there is no life
    To give.
    I wish I could see
    That face of yours
    But your face
    Is gone.

    I want to be with you
    Wanted to take that bullet
    Why you?
    Why not me?

    I know now
    It wasn't you that died
    It was me
    Inside.
    My heart stopped beating
    When it broke
    From the shot.
    My mind stopped working
    When that bullet
    Had flown.
    My body stopped moving
    When that trigger
    Got pulled.

    Where are you now?
    Where am I?

    In the dark I cry
    Scared to see the light
    Without your smile.
    I want to hide
    Never to be seen again
    Like you.

    Now.
    My fingers type
    My mind talks
    My heart writes
    These words.
    All of them.
    For you.

    But now I question
    Who died?
    My words go in circles
    I am alive
    I am dead
    You are


    Gone.