• - Summer '09 -
    I love you
    more than you'll ever know
    I miss you
    more than I may ever show
    I need you
    to hold me when I'm scared
    comfort me
    when no one else is there

    Please believe me when I tell you
    'you're the only one for me,'
    I'm crazy 'bout you, can't you see ?
    I want you here, cozy with me
    laying in the grass
    a warm summers breeze
    my head on your chest, the stars a glitter in the sky
    our hands intertwined,
    our hearts beating as one
    oh baby, my darling, my only one
    this ain't just summer fun
    this is real, this is love
    dont ever leave
    i want a black and white vision no more
    after all we've been through, you an me
    please don't let it end like another sad love story
    I promise to be here for you
    good and the bad, happy an sad
    as long as I have you, nothing can ever be,
    that bad .


    - unamed -
    You make me wonder
    how I can do something for you
    grab my heart, and you'll melt it in your palms
    you're so calm and clever, so different and unique
    I have troubles keeping up with you
    It's not about the money, the cars or the fame
    understand, nobody gets me like you do
    you've put up such a fight

    How high can I be ; before I fall
    will you be there ; through it all
    you're in my dreams ; keep me safe at night
    when I'm cold and chilly ; hold onto me tight

    Now I no longer have you
    no one to talk to day through day,
    to stay up when I've lost my way
    I can't expect you to forgive me,
    I can't expect another chance
    the feelings inside, oh no, they won't hide
    this is my life, destiny doesn't just happen
    I've got to make it, I want you in it
    to help me know, everything will always be alright

    How high can I be ; before I fall
    will you be there ; through it all
    you're in my dreams ; keep me safe at night
    when I'm cold and chilly ; hold onto me tight

    My love, my angel.. my missing piece
    I don't know you, I don't have you
    there's nothing anymore, we're a broken mess
    I never would've guessed, I'd be the one to stress
    I just miss you terribly, nothings as special anymore..
    I've lied, I've cried, I've felt the desire to die
    but what is macaroni without cheese ? a bee without knees ?
    two words without a space ?
    I feel like I've lost my place ..

    How high can I be ; before I fall
    will you be there ; through it all
    you're in my dreams ; keep me safe at night
    when I'm cold and chilly ; hold onto me tight


    raps yo, razz

    - another unamed one -
    well a kiss on the cheek might be for the weak, love is for thr strong
    with you i know i can't go wrong
    i'm a real work in progress, I understand it might take time
    when you feel the things I do, honey, I know you wouldn't give up too
    while love is a brutal battle, I'm willing to fight till the end
    Fight for what's worth keeping, oh you keep me strong

    I'll strive for your forgiveness
    please teach me what I need to know
    you can count on me, I'll never let you go
    I don't want to leave you, stay with me in ecstasy
    together, we can never go wrong


    -
    I'm sorry I didn't kiss you, you know I always really miss you
    and while I try to understand you, I still don't fully know you
    I take a bit of time, but you'll always mean something to me
    you've given me all these chances, while all I've given you are glances
    I know it's wrong, and you think I'm a waste of time
    I can't argue that, but you're all I've ever wanted
    you make me laugh and smile all the time
    but all you really want is to be cryin'
    listen baby, I didn't wanna mess it up.
    Once again, I've gotten us in a rut
    I need to find out who I am, and who you are
    we can flourish into a shooting star
    all the world could be cheerin' our name
    this ain't some imaginary game
    you promised in the end we'd all be happy,
    before that we must be sappy .

    -
    messed up. effed up. did real bad, broke a promise.
    a stupid thing, chickened out. I can be strong, but I have my share of wrong.
    thinkin' bout it, makes me feel a song
    a new beat, moving through my feet. I'm S- Bear, rappin' without a care.
    all I'm hopin, is for you to hear me out. I have my flaws, as do we all.
    thinking about them makes me wanna hit a wall.
    love me with my mistakes, or not at all.
    but wait, I can make it on my own, that'll do.
    although it just isn't the same without talkin' to you.

    -
    im scared of what you'll think
    im scared of what you'll say
    im afraid to be myself,
    say it'll be okay.

    take me by the hand, then wrap me in your arms
    your heart lights up my stars, you know you are
    you're worth it in the end
    for now, i need to be alone
    until you can look me in the eyes and say,
    'you're home'

    you lead me to believe, i need to be somebody else
    why can't you just love me for myself ?
    i don't want somebody new, im still hung up on you
    no matter what you do, im so in love with you..

    take me by the hand, then wrap me in your arms
    your heart lights up my stars, you know you are
    you're worth it in the end
    for now, i need to be alone
    until you can look me in the eyes and say,
    'you're home'


    -
    if only i were strong.
    and could do no wrong.
    then maybe this life,
    could be my song .

    heart