• It's hard to describe the sensation,
    perhaps closest to being submerged in ice water
    or more like coming up from pleasant cold to blistering hot.
    A wracking pain that hurts for reasons you don't understand,
    You want to cry out, to scream and sob and cry.
    But that would show weakness
    Weakness you can't afford to show.
    In case this is nothing but a test.
    Are you flawed? more than you thought you were?
    Yes, something was wrong and you didn't know.
    A crack had formed in the most vital part of your life
    And you didn't even notice.
    Of all the pain one can endure in a life time,
    This will always be the one you feel forever.
    It's hard to describe the sensation
    When while lying in her bed and enjoying the warmth
    She rolls towards you, with tears in her eyes,
    and whispers softly.
    "I'm not in love with you anymore."