• Your warmth, I miss it Your walk, I wouldn't forget it Your glimmering dancing eyes, the most unforgettable
    My heart is empty My tears aren't drying I feel as if Im dying I can't belive this has happened I sit here my heart feels as if it was shattered My mind keeps dancing around the sickening truth I don't want to believe this because it isn't true WAKE UP!! my tears yell as they sting my cheeks You know what has happened you have to face this I run so clumsily and with little strength to my seemingly dark room I let go of my strength and drop on my bed my tears streaming like a river and my throat as dry as a desert I bury my face into my pillow, so suffocating I feel my heart burning I close my eyes I see your anime eyes my heart poundsMy tears suffocate me the house becomes quiet and thats when i know its the time i didn't want to live to seeIt was only yesterday when I was running after you tickling and cuddling you, it was only yesterday...that I met you and sadly I couldn't spend enough time with youI wish I could stop time and rewind my happenings, our happenings...the tragic happenings I could've save your life...I could've had you in my arms your soft coat against my palms I find my strength to walk into the living roomI turn my head upwards I see your tiny body, so fragile...so soft, here I go again my tears sting my cheeks I find a glittery bluebox to place you in as I double check your breathing I feel like screaming! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO!!!?? I trudge outside and find a shovel i choose a location...under ironicly a weeping willow the small hole we place you in such small hole we place you in i watch as they sand on your grave...it hurts to see you this way my heart feels heavy I stand there under that weeping willow weeping along...with it