• Waiting.....watching....forever within me, these demons shall rest. Leaving me a vegetable at best. No pain do I feel and no love will I take. Numb as the petrified willow that lies beyond my window sill. Laughing at me from within, as I cry in wake of their return the next day. Their faces as ghastly as my sins. Tormenting me for every stain, and even as I lay my head upon my pillow, their laughter grows. Waiting for the time to come. Watching my slow descent into madness, my soul ever darker with the coming months. Until the day finally comes where I shall descend into the darkest depths of my soul, finally faced with my sins...tormented.....punished....and...numbed...forever within my self inflicted hell.