• You forced yourself on me, along with your touch.
    I pleaded for you to stop, but you still wouldn’t get off.
    So closed my eyes tightly, wishing I were somewhere else.
    Wishing someone had been here to help.
    But I was on my own, with you as company.
    You were supposed to have been taking care of me.
    I guess in your own way, you did…
    As a child, I figured I must’ve done something wrong to deserve this.
    I must have misbehaved.
    Or have said a nasty swear word,
    To have been punished this way.
    Since then, time has passed
    But I can still feel your cold lips,
    And the rough touch of your hands
    Why did you do this to me, throughout all those years?
    I wanted to cry when it happened,
    But you didn’t like tears.
    So I held everything in,
    While feeling so tainted inside.
    I trusted you; I believed in you…
    But I guess that didn’t cross your mind
    So what did you do?
    You took my childhood away,
    My innocence, my sense of security,
    Just to get inside of me.