~ You'll Never Know ~

• Artist: EmoChild360
• Description: a poem i wrote about my depression and how my 'friends' and family were making me feel, they can never quite understand . . . enjoy :D
• Date: 06/21/2010
• Tags: youll never know

I can't figure out why they've left me,
I don't know where they've gone.
Did they hate me from the start,
Or was it the constant change that tore us apart?

They're not coming to find me,
I'm already gone.
I'm so damn tired of the pain,
There's nothing left to gain.

I'm tired of the fake smiles,
Everywhere I turn.
I believed those empty promises,
Why haven't I learned?

These suicidal thoughts,
They haunt me.
Everywhere I go,
The tears they run in torrents, and the blood flows.

All the times I've hurt myself,
Because of all the lies.
I hide behind my mask,
This depression, will it last?

The people, they try to understand,
But they can't, and they never will.
The things I feel inside,
The depression thoughts, they won't subside.

I know it seems stupid, irrational,
But believe me when I say,
You'll never know.

Comments

[anime-vampireknightfreak]

YOU'LL never know either i feel the same

[EmoChild360]

Haha, thanx, and my profile is REALLY outdated . . . haha, i should prolly change it smile poetry is my fav hobby though . . . smile

[NebuChi3]

Ah. Finally! Someone who's literate. :}

I took a peek at your profile and saw your About Me.
"Oh goodness." Haha.
Your poem is very inspirational. I'm sure tons of people can relate to how you feel. Probably not 'Feel' what you feel...but, at least, relate. ;}