• " I can never die so as long as I am depressed. "

    To travel beyond the trees of the forest
    Towards the last time I ever saw you
    Figured happiness wouldn't come my way; it would put me to rest
    And far from the waves of love there was nothing else to do
    Standing there alone and broken like an old clock
    Woe is me, woe is me
    Theorizing my life was never opened from a lock
    I say I'm far from you far from life and far from sea.

    So far I couldn't feel your essence
    Funny when I'm with you I feel alone too
    Without you I couldn't count my presence
    Love can mean nothing to me now; nothing to do

    Of all the branches and sticks that lie
    My life has become silent and dull
    For another day has past I cannot seem to die
    Knowing now my life is pulled
    As breathing becomes hard for me
    Woe is me, woe is me
    As the birds weep at me

    So far I couldn't feel your essence
    Even with you I still feel so alone
    Without you I'm sensing time has stopped over seconds
    And maybe my blood in my veins are in sad moans

    Love isn't worth this torment.

    Trembling and feeling my aching internal pains
    From life I once knew means nothing at all
    I became a fathom of my former self with nothing to gain
    And maybe a sea of faceless faces saw
    Burning animals from lions to tigers
    I await the rain of thousand burning sparkle fires
    And maybe my skin can tear off while I weep
    No one would hear me inside my wall of hell
    Rest now; I begin my eternal sleep
    Cause without you I feel like I have fell

    From this earth I lose myself far from you
    So far that there is no type of emotion left in me
    Guessing now there is nothing else for me to do
    You're away from my grips and I miss you, see..

    Allow the fires to rip my skin and tear
    For what is there for me to do but cry
    Better off in a cauldron; I swear
    Let me rest in eternal sleep; allow me to die

    Far from you...
    Far from life...
    Far from happiness...
    Far from forgiveness...
    And far from any thought I had of love...